My first true love, my high school sweet heart, my everything, the reason for being alive is now barely keeping me alive. I’m losing her every second of the day, I don’t know if it’s her or if it’s me but either way I’m feeling hopeless and abandon because I know she’s going to leave. Things ain’t the same I wish I could go back to when I was younger when our relationship was the best but I guess things happen for a reason, I just hope we’ll never end.
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If you are contemplating suicide over a girl, you are pathetic. People go through life without a companion for many years at a time. You are lucky to have a great love at such a young age and you should leave it at that. It’s corny, but there are many fish in the sea.
I didn’t mean to say that you were pathetic, I meant to say that suicide over a love is pathetic.
If it’s really not meant to be it’s best to let things fall and regroup. Usually, it’s for the best. Better people and opportunities come along.
Maybe, she doesn’t want to leave, but you’re pushing her away. Maybe, you’ve changed and now she’s thinking about saving herself because she can’t save you.
People change, mostly people we care most about. People who are stuck like us, we struggle to keep up with our loved ones. We can make our loved ones resent us by making them look back all the time.
But, the ones who love you and support you will slow down grab your hand and help you ease out of thedark ages.
It is tough to admit that you are driving someone you love away. That does not mean that it is not true. The phenomenon of love-hate is as old as the world itself. This is a secret kept from the young, but now you are growing up. It is disillusioning and there is the feeling that the sky will fall. It does not fall.
So this is a time for quietness and asking for help. You have done well to do so.