I wish I could tell how I feel, I wish I could let someone in. I’m on the mix of loneliness and illness, I miss talking to the person I used to know. And I’m not gonna lie, it could be hide inside, but a part of me still wants you. The other part is telling me to let you at “platonic loveâ€. Cause I know you and I will never be. It’s hard and it’s wasting me. I’m slowly losing this fight. The fight against myself. Eventually I will give up, as my mind sometimes does. If you look deep inside you maybe you’ll realise, you need me as I do. I can only hope for good. I don’t know, i want  to be done. I need help and I need you. I miss you like hell. I miss myself. I need to be okay. Come back.
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I red both of your current posts… I in a messed up way with this is how my ex feels about me right now, but I know it’s not…
I don’t know your story but I really want to think it’s not completely too late for you.
it’s been a year now. And i still can’t. It’s an empty love.
I just love him, he don’t love me back.
I slowly lost the fight….pick yourself up really fast. Im just about gone. It all started many years ago over love, them changed to many negative things. Pick yourself up.
The longer you take to get over it, the less of you will remain to recover, and the more “baggage” you will have to carry, should you continue your travels.