7 years ago
I would of never thought that everyday I would wake up wishing I hadn’t
7 years ago
I would of never pictured myself skipping school because I was too sad
7 years ago
I would of never imagined myself hating my every existence, questioning why I was born
7 years ago
I would of never thought that I would be crying myself to sleep every night
7 years ago
I would of never seeked out a blade to spill my blood because I thought it was what deserved
7 years ago
I would of never seen myself attempting to take my life
But yet here I am
Cuts
Scars
Bruises
Bad grades
Pills
Abuse
Low self esteem
Who is this person I see in the mirror?
Who am I?
my story is the post: Hello Cruel World
3 comments
Whatever, whoever you see in that mirror is not a true reflection of yourself. Your body bears the scars and trials of a life lived through extreme hardship, yet your soul stays delicate and true. It is pretty obvious, even from the two posts you have made, that regardless of how others have disrespected and mistreated you, by far you are special and possibly the most intriguing person they could’ve known. They won’t get that opportunity now, but I hope you share some of who you really are with us, with me.
Seven years ago, no one could of thought of all the bad things you endured. But seven years into the future… I pray for the best for you and believe that you will have made a successful, happy life filled with love. I really want to email, I honestly do, but I’m scared to, if that makes sense?
Thank you for sharing again, and hope you enjoy your day! 🙂
Thank you so much, you are truly kind and amazing. I would really love to talk to you and get to know you. My email is ksnowfox12@yahoo.com and don’t be scared to talk to me sweetie! I would absolutely adore to talk to you!
No one knows what might happen 7 years from now either… i remember being happy 3-4 years ago and everything changed abruptly to bring me where i am… a part of me still has a little hope that things can turn around, same with you, you are getting help and can turn your life around (and deserve to do it, that’s my belief after reading what you’ve shared).
Hopefully sometime in the future you’ll start seeing you again in the mirror, because i believe your post sounds like that, the person inside (buried inside the damage) trying to get into the surface again.