I would have rather stayed

Four months ago I was kicked out of my mothers house. Kicked out of a home that I was forced to hold my emotions and feelings back, where I was pushed aside and forgotten because my mother wanted to make a relationship work and that’s exactly where I am now, just with my sister and her boyfriend. Except this time she has her son who she would rather be a friend instead of a mother. And I have her pushing her son onto me every chance she has. There is way too much stress in this apartment.