I don’t understand why you all are trying to “helpâ€â€¦ If you say you understand what it must be like to go though this kind of sadness, you would support me in my decision.
Today I went to the gas station and filled four Gerry cans, each ten litres. Tomorrow I’m going to remove the airbags and see how fast I can accelerate and drive on that abandoned road I found.
This is what it is going to look like.
The impact – my salvation from life. youtube.com/watch?v=ByAU36jSzHo
Burning wreck – my personal cremation. youtube.com/watch?v=lHAjVLHrVAo
This is going to be fun.
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O man that sounds very interesting and scary at the same time.
good luck in ur journey.
I understand some of the situations that people write about here because there are times when I’ve experienced something similar. There is no way that I want somebody to continue suffering. At the same time, I don’t want the world to lose someone good. For whatever reason, I could care less what happens to myself. It’s hard to explain but it is what it is.
To be honest if I lost the love of my life by death I would not see it for fit for men to continue living either. I feel my life was buried along with them and all I would do is yearn to die so I fan be with them again. I understand you see no other reason to live and this will bring you peace. That is fine. I would have done the same. But as for planning to leave by car accident, please be edtremly careful as to not get anyone else hurt or killed. I wish you find peace and hope you are reunited with your love. Take care.
sorry for the typos.
…..Please don’t be offended….listen….if you really honestly wanted to do whatever it is that you wanted to do….you wouldn’t need that word….”support”…..why does anybody need to “support” to die? do you hear cancer patients on their death bed saying “support me while I die”…nobody needs to support or agree with your decision to commit suicide….that’s a personal thing
Also…Unless you are a magic spell caster (inside joke with the norms) then how can you know the future? what if the impact doesn’t kill you…..but you burn to death…toasted….feeling the hottest shit in your life…and even though you’ll die it’ll feel like that heat is so intense that “it made fire look cold” is an understatement…
@PainNlife
What should I then have said. Been “possitive” about my decision. English is not my first language and being dyslexic isn’t making it any easier.
And to the rest. Thank you!
@DutchTimes:…Even still …no matter what attitude they take unless they are forcibly preventing you from dying then you need nothing from them….they do not owe it to you to be positive about someone they may care about committing suicide….if you feel that you need to do it….I hope you find the peace you seek…but I hope I wasn’t too “harsh” I’m not trying to be an asshole but I just want you to understand what I mean…and your english is fine…as long as I can read it and understand what you are trying to say then we are fine 🙂
I seriously think admins should consider changing the title of this website…
So people dont get confused by the name…
admins r not allowing people to post methods here or finding partners
Most people here r more interested in other people’s drama and telling them not to die.
How about ” suicide prevention”. That sounds more suitable on this website
@PainNlife
It’s clear to me what you’re trying to explain. And about your, “what if the impact doesn’t kill you…”. Suicide might be painful at least death isn’t.
I think if your willing and want to die… I’m sure the way of exiting or how wouldn’t really matter as long as it ends in death. I think OP just wants people to just understand why he made his choice. He doesn’t need the support just people to understand why. I understand him and support any desicion he does to find peace, whether be in death or life.
But I must stress to OP that if you follow through with this plan. Make sure that road is abondon and noone else gets hurt or killed ok?
This methodology seems like it could hurt an innocent person. Abandoned road or not, human nature has a habit of being in the wrong place at the wrong time.
I acknowledge that problem. If you would live here I could show you the place. It’s in the middle of nowhere in nomansland. There not even homeless people, drugaddicts or big wild life that live here.
Dear DutchTimes,
I want to know what you feel, I have never felt love that intense. Everything i wrote you was from my heart. I want the world to know how great of a man you are! The world can improve with people of your passion and caliber here. Please, Keep writing. I here you when you say this is just like a physicist, but free. I want to know more about you then 2 days can allow.
We are trying to ‘help’ because we’ve been there. The exact same reason you think we should support you. But you know what? Right at the moment of trying it, the split second of hesitation is what stopped us. Time never stops, the present will become the past and the future the present. The future will have something waiting for you.. just like it did for many who fought against suicide.