I cut myself for the first time in a year…I hate on what I did but I had to get the pain out one eay or other…im trying to hide it from my family because my grandparents said if I do it again they are going to make me go to a hospital so I can get help…but here the thing no one can help me only I can help myself because its my doing
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You have control over whether you cut or not, but emotional pain isn’t something as easily resolved. 15 years of therapy and I still need reminders every so often. It’s not your fault, feelings can suck sometimes. I am sorry that you are having a hard time.
I just wish this wasnt happening to me I just wqnt to go back to the happy girl I was before I lost someone
Loss is part of life, and finding a way to understand it so that it no longer affects you negatively is also a part of life. You may not be the same happy girl you once were, but you can find strength in your experiences. You’re also right – nobody but you can help you, but others can help to show you the way to do that. You’re never as alone as you feel.
Yea but its the worst part of life
My offer of finding what life means with you still stands, I’d just seen that you’d replied on your first post. You seem quite young to me, or am I reading it wrong? I hate loss as well, I have lost so many people in life and, consequently, lost my way in life.
I’m here if ever you need me.
I loss my way when my mom die when I was 11 now im 15 still hurting and thinking about life and what it means
My dad was murdered when I was 12, I am now 20 and I know exactly what it means to lose a parent who means the world to you. I feel the same too and I honestly think this life has no meaning, y’know?
I’m sorry for your loss, for what it’s worth *hug*
Thanks and iim sorry 4 your loss too. I dont want to live this life I just want to start over, but every time I try doing something to change it I still do it wrong
Wow… I feel the exact same way?! I mean, sure, I have a few more things on my plate too, but essentially it comes back to me “not getting it right.”
Is there truly any way we can start over? To learn to live again? *sigh*
I dont know I wish there was a way…sometimes I wish I can read peoples minds so that I know what they think of me
At the end of the day, all that matters is what you think of yourself. Ain’t no ones opinion matter, don’t give others the power to define who you are.
I think there is a way. For me, I just don’t want try. Maybe cause I’m tired or weak or heartless. I don’t know.
Your like the first person I really open up to, cause everytime I do get close to some1 im the I that always gets hurt no matter what
I’m hoping that’s a good thing that you’ve opened up to me? Well, hey, everyone needs someone to talk with every now and then. I’m pretty sure there’s nothing I could do that would hurt you, so you don’t have to worry about that 🙂
Haha I can see that, but I think the reason way im so open up to you is because we are alike…I dont know it just seems that why… and thank you for hearing me out
It’s no problem at all, I’m here anytime you need me. And yes it seems we are quite alike, but I wish we both didn’t have to experience this pain.
If ever you need to talk, just ask okay 🙂