Day 2 of Work Experience, More Humiliation

Second day of work experience, and slightly better than yesterday. Maybe? Though it could just be because I finished two hours early. Also, I made my list again of what I’ve done to humiliate myself.
9:10am: I felt myself beginning to have a panic attack because I’d only just arrived, so I was ten minutes late.
9:17am: I’d calmed down a little.
9:34am: The worry over hidden cameras was back again, though I didn’t start looking for them yet.
10:12am: I was in a hyper mood and couldn’t stay still, so was messing around with the trolley and smashed into a pile of boxes.
10:14am: I began having a panic attack whilst picking up the boxes because I thought I was going to be shouted at and have someone called in over it.
10:20am: I started looking for the hidden cameras again because I couldn’t concentrate with knowing they were watching me.
10:45am: I started to cry a little because I felt like I’d ruined everything.
10:53am: I had an ‘I-don’t-give-a-shit’ attitude towards anything whilst stacking the live food and so I was being rude to people.
11:38am: It took me roughly twenty minutes to realise I was glaring with a creepy smirk on my face whilst watching the bugs in the tubs.
11:42am: I started talking to the bugs in the tubs about how they’d die soon and turned around to see a man and woman standing watching me with confused faces before they walked off.
12:03am: I had a panic attack because I had seven tubs left of mealworms in the boxes to stack, which means there’d have been 23 tubs of mealworms; and it isn’t a multiple of four, which s one of the things to do with my OCD.
12:46am: I was in the back talking with Jeremy whilst waiting for someone to give me a job when I turned around and one of the staff was staring at me confused.
2:30pm: I had a panic attack over knocking off a squeaky ball and making it squeak a couple of times, and it made me think someone in the office would call for someone to come in and shout at me over it.
2:46pm: I was in a hyper mood again and couldn’t stay still, so I bumped into six customers.
We got to finish at 3 because of the lack of jobs to do, so I didn’t have to put up with as much humiliation today. Yay! Though, I suppose it will be a full day in tomorrow. Fun.