Why do so many bad things have to happen to me? Â Just how much more am I expected to handle? Â It’s not just one thing or ten things; it’s been so much more than that. Â Part by part, my body is being destroyed. Â I go to different practioners for help but they only wind up making me worse and have given me MORE health problems that I didn’t initially have. Â I am 33 but have health problems of a 73 year old. Â I am just fucked.
I now have problems with my both my legs, in addition to my original problems with my lungs, my heart, my nose, my hands and my colon. Â Just WTF.
I can’t take it anymore. Â Why not just kill me? Â Why make me suffer more and more and more?
I have never known happiness or joy; my life has been wrought with pain and suffering ever since the day I was born- and I mean that literally. Â I ask- why wasn’t I just aborted? Â It would have prevented all these years of misery.