hello everyone
i have quit public high school, i am now being home schooled.
i am already regretting everything. on the bus i have realized that most of the time i will be alone now, with all of my thoughts.
i think that i should just kill myself already
everything is so stressful and my mom and dad drink everynight and i feel like cutting again.
i think i am going to have a break down AGAIN Â but.. iknow if i do i am positive my mom will send me to the hospital, she almost did last time.
i just want to die.
i want to be killed.
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Hi bunnygirl. I graduated high school 6 years ago, but looking back, I think it was one of the toughest times in my life. That was when I first attempted suicide. Since then, I’ve had a few more attempts, a number of hospitalizations, and I started cutting, too. I don’t think high school is for everyone, but homeschooling can be frustrating. I was home-schooled 6th grade. Spending a lot of time with your parents can be stressful.
Don’t kill yourself. And, try to stay out of the hospital. Many psych hospitals are counterproductive environments. Get outpatient treatment. If you have any questions, feel free to ask. I’ve probably been through similar situations as you, and I’ve learned a lot about getting through tough times.