Eternity for a second.

First of all, since this is my first post, I would like to thank the dear reader for its time reading this at all!
First about me…I am 20 years old, and attend university where I study engineering. Relationships never worked out for me. Long distance was the one that really lasted more than a year. Anyhow, I do not want to talk about my break up or anything like that. It is not relevant.

What I would like to talk about are opportunities. What are you doing with your life? Why are you still here? What makes you keep going?

You are in the middle of the ocean, currently 10 foot deep in the cold water. Short on air, you know, if you do not do something you will not survive. But what if you manage to reach the surface? What will await you? Nothing. Nobody is ever going to miss us. Everyone uses you for something, just as much you use people for your own enjoyment or satisfaction. Sometimes out of need, sometimes because you must.

Where is this all going? Once you reached the surface, the water is still cold. You can not see any islands in the near, nor any ships. Water everywhere. The sight calms you. Acceptance overflows your senses. You finally start to realize, everything is as it should be. Billion years ago, stars collided and planets formed just for you. So that you can experience this, right here right now. Everyhing that ever existed, existed for you. For you to be born and for you to be gone.

Since the water is really cold, you breath slowly. The blue sky is smilling upon you, opening its doors. Telling you that there is a space and time, where you can live trully as you always wanted to. Where everyone will accept you as you are, where there will be no judgement nor will be any justifications needed.

Far away, you see some light. Maybe a ship. Maybe, if right now you gave your best shot you might have a chance to find out. But do you really care that much?