Where are you now? I used to feel you in everything I did. I used to feel you in the wind, the water, my heart. Now.. I feel nothing. It’s like you never existed. It’s like you were never apart of me. You could make me cry, in a way that wasn’t tragic, but beautiful. You brought me joy and happiness. You brought my heart and mind peace. You took away the darkness and the pain. You stopped the tears and the hurt. Now you’re nowhere to be found, and I feel everything more than ever. I feel the pain and hurt like someone stabbing me repeatedly. I don’t know where you went or why you left, but maybe I do.
Maybe you didn’t leave, maybe I left you. Maybe I walked away, and couldn’t deal with the fact that I did.
Maybe I’m blaming you for my mistakes.
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This is a good post
Thank you.