Lately I’ve been wanting to kill myself. I’m the oldest in my family (15 yrs old).
  I don’t have many friends only one best friend and two acquaintances.. I’ve tried to commit suicide once with pills which made me vomet. I hate when people say I have it easy even though they don’t know what goes on through my head. Currently at the moment I feel like I’m being hated and bullied by all the people around me. I’ve been called a(n): Whore, *****, Slut, Hoe, Worthless, No good, loner, Nobody likes you, you should go kill yourself, and etc.
I hate my life.. I feel like people’s are always against me. Today I got called a hoe to my face and last week I got called a whore. My parents always tell me to stick up for myself, but I’m not like that at all. I don’t like hitting or being mean to people. Every where I go people prejudge me. Like honestly I have done ANYTHING to ANYBODY and for some reason they don’t like me. I honestly right now want to cut the shit out of my arm and overdose on Pamprin.
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That’s ironic to overdose on Pamprin, a menopausal pain reliever, after being called a whore etc. Just say’n.
I don’t know why people are cruel judge and criticize others. I guess when you make someone feel small and insignificant they think it makes them feel big, more important? I see you wrote this at 11pm. I hope you were able to get a good night sleep and take a break