I dont know what to do anymore. I feel as if walls are caving in on me. People hate me. And you know what? I hate me too. People that are around me think I have the perfect life. Im a cheerleader. I make good grades. I make everyone happy. Nothing can be wrong with me! But there is something wrong with me. I feel as if everyone around me hates me. Im not mad at them for that. I dont know what to do anymore. Im just done.
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I don’t even know if you are going to read this, but I want you to know you are not alone. I know how you feel. Everyday I put on a mask and live a fake life. I portray the perfect person: happy, academically sound, mentally sound. However, secretly I’m dying inside. I feel like a failure. In addition, I try to forget about my own feelings by helping other people. From this I’ve found that when you give so much of yourself away, you feel empty. And this is how I feel! I feel that there is no one here for me to talk to. No one who knows what I’m dealing with. The feeling of alienation everyday; having to wake up and live a fake life. I’m sick of it. I don’t even know why I wrote this. But, I want you to know: you do not have to go through this alone. I love you, even if I have never met you before. I’m here for you, and if you ever want to talk to someone feel free to message me at lolgaikotsu@gmail.com.