“I’m tempted to leave the car in drive, and leave it all behind.”
No more medication. I refuse to take another freaking pill. I am NOT going to take another pill. I’m so sick and tired of having to take medication everyday. Taking that pill is like pretending to be somebody I’m not, it makes me act happy and as if everything is okay. News flash, I’m not happy and nothing is okay. If I don’t want to be happy then get over it and let me just be miserable. If I’m going to be happy it’s not going to be because of some pill. It’s going to be because I figured out how to be happy and okay on my own.
If I die because I can’t keep my emotions together because I’m not taking my medication then okay. I don’t care anymore. I’m not scared to die. I obviously proved that when I sent myself to the ER for attempting suicide. Dying isn’t  a big deal to me. If I die, then I die. I mean who honestly cares? It’s not a big deal.
No more medication.. no more.
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It works for some people.