March 12th, 2014by Blake SinBad
Dang, I haven’t been on here in forever, it brings back so many memories! I see there’s a lot of new additions to this site. Nice to see some new faces. Erm. Uh. You know what I mean. Anyway, I was just in the neighborhood and thought I’d update on the depression status.
My parents found out that I had been cutting, and they took my knife, blades, safety pins, and lighters away. I haven’t cut in 2 months and 3 days. I have never wanted to cut this badly before. My scars all look like those really cool white ink tattoos and you can really see ‘HATE’ and ‘NO LOVE’ carved in to my thigh. Oh well. I’ll get over it. Always do, don’t I? Heh. Yeah. Anyway, I’m also seeing a psychiatrist now and have my next meeting next Tuesday. Still don’t trust her. Hm.
I think that’s actually all.
Oh and I slapped my best friend in the face and shoved her into some lockers, screaming at her at the top of my lungs. I’m surprised no one came to check and see what all the commotion was. I think I might need to look into anger management.
Well, I’ll probably be on the site more now, and I’m always here to help. And for all the newbies, well. Uh. Hi, nice to meet you. I’m xXFrejaShinePawsXx 🙂