So basically people are absolute dicks head in my local towns, like I am a pretty normal guy except I love metal I have long blonde hair and I tend to fuck things up quite easily, and I don’t even know how.. Like my ex girlfriend I had loved her for over 2 years and when I finally worked up the courage to ask her out ( also we were really good friends) to my surprise she said yes 😀 but then everything fucked up real fast, she said she didn’t like me anymore, since then it has been 2 months and she has ignored me and we used to be great friends 🙁 After like a week of us braking up things started to get a bit better and I met this girl called Sorcha, she goes to my school and we used to be friends but never really talk until she started to be really nice, I quickly fell in love with her….. which was a mistake….. just today I worked up the courage to tell her I really liked her and what does she do she said that she didn’t like me even though she told me she liked me before, then she stopped talking to me… she ignored me all day now and only one person has actually stood by me… that’s my best friend.. he is the only person who can actually make me happy at the moment and if you took the time to read this thank you so much 🙂 I hope everything gets better before it gets worse again…
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I think we’re lucky if we have one friend who we actually feel at ease with, I sure hope things get better for you! \m/ and I must add that long hair on guys is the hottest thing ever, your hair must be a beaut!
You seem like a sweet guy, I’m glad you have someone that’s there for you. I’m positive that you’ll find true love someday. I might be a hypocritical by saying this, but don’t give up on life, I’m sure it holds many great things for you.
I wish you well, even in your darkest days.
This is a late comment, but it’s also my first on this website, and I suppose I feel inspired.
I agree with the others that you are very lucky to even have one good friend who understands and stay with you. Girls will come and go. Breakups happen. A lot. That does not mean “everyone is abandoning” you. I of course don’t know your situation, and indeed you don’t seem to even consider (in your post) the reasons why these ladies leave. It will hurt, but maybe you should think about it. I’m concerned because believing everyone you know is or will abandon you is a classic symptom of borderline personality disorder.