I think you don’t like me
I feel you despise me
That you laugh and deride me
As I walk out the door
I’m scared if you want me
I feel eyes heat on me
I’ve feelings so lonely
But turn to the wall
I want you to touch me
Not ever to trust me
There is something that must be
But wont be at all
I’m scared that you see me
The scariness leads me
More make me despise me
Make hurt me some more.