I’m depressed and fantasize about suicide because the medical community can’t tell me why I’m in pain or how to fix my pain. However, they won’t prescribe me medication to deal with the pain because I’m depressed and fantasize about suicide. The never ending cycle of “screw me,” continues.
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That sounds like, “I’ve been unemployed for about a year and I really need a job, but nobody will give me a job because I’ve been unemployed for about a year. Hooray!”
Hm.. I can relate to that. Just pop some poppy seeds into the ground, wait until they pop up as poppy flowers, then take the poppy pods and make some poppilicious poppy tea, yippy.
I love how i have to both love and hate the paradoxes.
What’s “funny” is that the only ones that provide me with the drugs to relieve my pain are dealers and bartenders.
yeah… i keep saying we should be allowed to grow our own cannabis and not have to worry about anything. For some reason, that notion upsets a lot of people.
I grow my own cannabis, but I don’t have a VW bus, nor do I smoke it in a rush. I hear it combats cancerous, tumors of the esophagus. Hm… the rhyming was wondrous-ly unintentional.
i would, but the whole thing with SWAT raids and being fired over whatever’s in my urine, really bothers me. Only the former is currently relevant, but it’s pretty relevant. If i lived alone and didn’t have a dog, i’d do it. There would be no reason to worry about consequences to others, at that point.
The SWAT bit is only relevant if you’re dealing it. Personal use is generally treated like the possession of rhubarbs. I mean, unless you put it into baggies and drive around with it in your car…. then you’ll probably get more than a slap on the wrist, were you to get caught. But if you’re not doing that, you won’t even ding the radar because you wouldn’t be doing anything to draw attention to yourself in the first place. Dealing draws attention. Not dealing draws no attention.
But yeah, drug tests are fucking ludicrous. I really hope NORML starts winning on that front, too. That’ll make me immensely happy, even if I don’t really smoke pot at all.
I would be perfectly content to only ever do it at home.
But due to how it lingers in the body for a long time, well beyond any alteration effects, the way they test and discriminate over it is completely outrageous. It needs to change, like yesterday… like 50 years ago. NORML’s been hacking away at that for how many years now? And nothing is different. State laws are changing, but federal laws seem immutable, just because they allowed an invalid precedent to be set, and then serve as justification for itself. The law system is supposed to be smarter than that. And since it obviously isn’t, i have no faith in that system, or anyone endorsing or perpetuating it. It literally makes me sick.
All i want is to feel better, and in a particular way, that doesn’t affect anyone else. But it seems like quite a lot of people are motivated to protect their investment in making sure i, and countless others, can’t feel better.
It’s like… if i can’t buy it, i’m not allowed to use or possess it. I’m only allowed to access anything that can be bought with approved legal tender. WTF kinda bullshit is that?? Well, i know what kind of bullshit that is, and so do a whole lot of other people… and yet, it doesn’t change, even when every reasonable argument has been raised, and all evidence has been considered.
The only possible explanation that remains, has to be “conspiracy.” There is no other answer that fits. You can’t convince me that the supreme court, the FDA, DEA, etc., are run by people who are not intelligent enough to understand why that particular set of laws needs to be immediately abolished, due to never having been valid in the first place, and because it’s simply excessive and unjust. “Most people” might be “stupid,” but most people are not THAT stupid.
Ultimately, it always comes down to a response like: “well, what you gonna do about it?” And always from behind gov’t funded body armor and assault weapons.
It’s obvious who they think they are. And it’s clear that we really can’t do anything about it.
Google Brandon Coats.
good stuff. Maybe in another 50 years it will be okay.
Dunno, but the system’s already getting upturned. It’s probable that the upturning will pick up pace rather quickly once the federal government realizes the predicament its in. I mean, huge things tend to take a while to change directions. I didn’t think I’d see quasi-legal pot in my lifetime, and yet there it is, fucking shit up in the status quo.