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I’m 13 years old.

In and out of depression for two and a half years.

Screw it.

I’ve been in hospital for suicide too.

Therapy, DBT…. the works.

I don’t care anymore.

I. Am. DONE.

Time to die?

Yeah…

That sounds about right.

See ya.

 

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illdiemaybe 4/30/2014 - 1:28 pm

don’t my dear. wait 4 days. then think about it again. go do something for 4 days. and then come back to it.

illdiemaybe 4/30/2014 - 1:30 pm

i don’t mean to patronise because i REMEMBER that age, but it gets better, it feels its worse at that age. you’ve got things to do before you can do that. your too young to be feeling that way and it sucks that you do. but just wait abit. life at 13 is so erratic and so crazy, and it can be so bad one day, but one day it will be so good. and then maybe when your older it’ll be bad again. but wait. X if you need to email me.

Life.is.weird 4/30/2014 - 1:38 pm

Hi dear, im a suicide surviver.. I never really tried the methods, but I badly wanted to to die too! I had lost everything.. Love, family (they are highly abusive & violent) , friends (never really had real friends after the age of 13 I guess coz of being victimised by severe domestic violence/abuse). But my life actually started gettting betetr after I found someone like me,(my true love). We both are similar with similar problems and support each other through this hell called life. And promise to stand by each otehr till our last breath! Baby life gets better, it gets worse too. But live for the good parts. Find people like you, and youw ill never feel alone, I guarantee you! If you need any help or emotional support, feel free to talk to me anytime! Iam always there for you. I dont care how you look/ how u socialise/ how rich you are/ what do you do for a living. All I care about is, you are a soul, looking for another soul!

Uptown234 4/30/2014 - 5:32 pm

your 2 young for that. get yourself involved in something fun like sports or music then you will have an outlet for your frustrations and things will get better

FanLeFan 4/30/2014 - 7:46 pm

Any age is tough to be in, im 15 and i’ve been thinking about suicide for 4 years, i’ve tried too but that’s out of the question

youwillneverknowme' 4/30/2014 - 9:01 pm

Is suicidal something you do. Or something you are?

ashley68@q.com 4/30/2014 - 10:33 pm

Please talk to someone, your pain is real and it needs a place to go other than deeper inside of you. You have so many options at this point, it is so early to throw in the towel.

transcendent_ 4/30/2014 - 11:36 pm

Maybe, I have no bases because lately I’ve been having the same thoughts of ending but…
I believe that you have so much more to look forward to. I’m not gonna tell you that things will instantly get better but if you keep trying and make the effort to get better you will see things begin to change.

Please try to get some help; please live.
If young people like you don’t see that there is always the opportunity to make your life better then what hope is there for people like me?

Talk to your friends, parents, any other adult or if you want to feel free to reach out to me if you need help, ccbrewington96@gmail.com, but please just talk to someone.

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:16 am

Thanks, it means a lot… But I’ve made my decision. This is my third attempt. I’ve been promised again and again for the past two years that it will get better. It’s not, though. It’s not better.
It doesn’t get better.

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:16 am

Thank you. Maybe…

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:22 am

Excuse me, but I know what I’m doing. Thanks for trying, but I’m not too young to know that the last two years have been a living hell. I can’t take another two years of this shit, let alone a lifetime

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:23 am

Thank you so much.
But I have talked to adults.
I’ve talked to therapists, to counselors, to parents….
Don’t lose hope because I’m not strong.

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:24 am

Both?
I don’t know.
Your question is strangely phrased.

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:24 am

Don’t give up, sweetie.

ashley68@q.com 5/1/2014 - 10:25 am

I think the situation may get better sometimes, or maybe vise versa. Who the f*** knows. It doesn’t really matter right now anyway, what matters now is the pain you are feeling right now. The future is worthless if the pain you are feeling now is not dealt with. It is not a very popular treatment method, but it has very promising results. With as young as you are it may be worth a shot to try EVERYTHING before suicide. The treatment is called transcranial magnetic stimulation, it repairs the areas in the brain that are associated with suicidal ideations. It doesn’t hurt, but if it helps, why not give it a try, if it doesn’t work you can always return to suicide, it’s not like it can get any worse, right?

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:25 am

Well, thank you.
But I’m not sure that i canmanage the wait.

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:28 am

Thanks.
It means a lot.

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:29 am

What does it involve?

ashley68@q.com 5/1/2014 - 10:35 am

whoa, that did not work out like I expected. Go to Wikipedia and type in transcranial magnetic stimulation. It will pop right up. Maybe you can print it, give it to your doctor and say “here, this is what I want to try.”

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 10:37 am

I’ll think about it.
Maybe.
Thanks, Ashley.
If I do stick around…
I’ll owe you one.

ashley68@q.com 5/1/2014 - 10:39 am

You don’t owe me sh**, you owe yourself a better life than the one this b***h world has given you. If you find that, that’s payment enough for me. Good luck. You’re real sweet.

aye russo 5/1/2014 - 10:49 am

why do people censor themselves on the internet, everyone knows what word they’re saying lol

ashley68@q.com 5/1/2014 - 11:00 am

@Aye
I was wondering the same thing the other night lol. I follow a general rule of thumb, if the person I am talking to censors the words then I do too out of respect, if they don’t then neither do I.

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 12:52 pm

You don’t need to censor yourself around me, honey. I’ve got a mouth like a sailor.

ashley68@q.com 5/1/2014 - 12:58 pm

LOL, I forgot to sensor myself in that God post. Sometimes I feel like Cartman on South Park: Fuck fukedy fuck fuck fuck.

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/1/2014 - 3:28 pm

That is not spelled like I would assume.
Right now, I’m thinking I’ll give the rest of today a chance…
But God, breathing is a struggle…

ashley68@q.com 5/4/2014 - 1:33 am

Hey Statistic,
You still around? How ya feelin’ buddy?

justanotherteenagestatistic 5/31/2014 - 2:17 am

Hey. It’s me.
Sorry for disappearin’ on you.
I went to the hospital again. In PHP again.
Hopefully it works this time.

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