shall I do it soon or later? will you miss me when I’m gone or will you be pleased? tell me before its too late, I don’t get it no more will you build me up just to break me again like the old times? Am I a play thing to you because I’m your daughter I’m not like the others I’m different then her just because I grew up idolising her doesn’t mean i am her, it doesn’t mean I will be her it just means I looked up to her courage. I’m my own person now I’ve grew up a lot I’m not the 10 year old you saw four years ago I’m a new me that’s a cutter, accept me please because I’m going soon this will be my last post for the hope in me I hope my suicide attempt will go well but if it don’t then remember my story, my post because this is where I’m at my weakest point and to those who said depression will creep back up well i will tell you now that you all was right I’m in that deep hole again that horrible black hole which seems the biggest it has gotten. wish me look I suppose.
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You shouldn’t look back, because it’s not your fault. I want you to realize that probably you just should forgive them, no matter what and look forward , life is beautiful 🌺 don’t put all your emotions and efforts in it and try to change because people don’t change . . you are unique and have your own character , no matter who and which people treat like your someone else. In fact you will find people (i know they are out there) who like , care , accept and love you for what you are. Don’t let negative emotions or feelings of fear , insecure and rejection rule your life. You are unique in every aspect and will have a great advantage vs people who always had it easy , forgive them. I understand how you feel.
My best friend committed suicide on March 14th. She had an account on this website that i just came across and she had posted asking about ways she could do it, and my already shattered heart broke a thousand times more as i read the comments telling her how. As much as apart of me wants to respond with so much anger to anyone who encouraged her in how to end her life, a bigger part of me also breaks for all the others who were in her same numb state. She had talked with people about how she had shut her friends out in order for us to not feel as much pain, and she had also hoped that no one would find out because of her not responding for so long. If only she truly knew how far from the truth that really was. We could never ever ever just forget her.. we were so worried that we weren’t hearing from her and when we found out what happened.. my heart physically broke in two. No matter who you are, or how you have been treated, you are a beautiful person with beautiful potential. There is always hope as hopeless as things may seem. I use to be suicidal myself and struggled with depression for four years. I once too felt like things would never change or never get better. If my beautiful friend would have truly known how loved she was and how broken we are all now because of how much we miss her and want her back, she would have never ended her life so soon when there was so much more time for things to get better.
I mean this with my entire heart — if you need someone to talk to, even if you feel like there could be no comfort from a stranger, I assure you I genuinely care about a life that could possibly be lost, even if I have never met you. Everyone has a story and that story doesn’t have to end early or so tragically.
There is more to life than what is going on currently.
I will never be the same after losing my friend, and the pain we are now all in is greater than my friend ever imagined.
You don’t realize how valuable and precious you are. Your life is worth so much. Don’t let your circumstance or the people and awful things around you determine how good or bad things will be.
If you need someone to talk to, please talk to me. Do not give up. THERE IS HOPE. No matter what. No matter who you are. My email is theldbproject@gmail.com
thank you but i dont know whether there is any point carrying on with life because i dont think i chose the right thing to do i mean im just wanting to cry all the time
Sweetheart, but you are wonderful💋