I’m severely depressed
and have epilepsy
not a good combo.
I tried to kill myself 9 times in my 15 1/2 years of life
I reached the edge once
I could see a light
my life was flashing before my eyes
then when it was to late
I realized I didn’t want to die.
I realized I shouldn’t have drunken that paint thinner.
It’s amazing that I’m alive.
I still have my occasional thoughts
then I remember
for every bad thing
it seems like something good followed.
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9 attempts is a lot. If your not dead after that many attempts then Yes I would say you really don’t want to die. You might just be needing some attention or a better agenda to live your life. Put your effort towards making a life for yourself and live a while.
i want to have such realizations. words never do, realizations do. but they come only when you are true and honestly seeking something. you honestly seeked suicide, that’s why those realizations had such life changing impact on you. a quote to sum it up:
“Truth will set you free, but first it will piss you off.”
don’t like attention
I honestly have never told that I had that many attempts
I tried
I got caught 3 of those times
I just
I have scars from paint thinner.
realizations are everything but every once and a while you forget them and it ends
You just break
but
Realizations do help more than you think.
You still break with the realizations
because I don’t know if it’ll ever stop.