A New Beginning

Tonight, I was truly, for the first time in a very, very, long period, free.
Other than the pills working and pumping happy juice into my brain, I had a tremendous emotional catharsis.
I was finally able to move on from old expectations and loves ones.

It doesn’t feel anything special like I was extremely happy or anything, but I felt free.
For the first time since forever, I wasn’t tired, and found my energy slowly coming back.
This is great news for a depressed person like me.

I’ve found that I’ve been getting hurt all the time by my own expectations.
My expectations of myself, expectations of others.
I was finally able to come to terms that nobody loves me, and by lowering my expectations, I’ve found that I don’t really care.

I’m seeing a new light shining from the moon.
Bright as day.
A New Beginning.