Um hi I’m 14 and for the past three years I have had severe anxiety that has gotten gradually worse. It got horrible the second year, my seventh grade year, and I missed half the school year(but I still got As&Bs haha). When the level of my anxiety increases I have really bad panic attacks, I am nonstop sobbing, uncontrollably screaming, I get severe stomach aches, headaches, nausea, I vomit(alot), I start hyperventilating, shaking, twitching, I sometimes loose feeling in my hands/feet, my period cramps get worse, and the list goes on. My mom used to yell “you’re doing this to yourself”&”its all in your head”&”shut up and stop crying. You have no reason to cry” and my dad would yank me off my bed, shaking me and shouting “shut up you can’t keep doing this” and some times he would clamp his hand over my mouth to stop my screaming but I used to have braces and he would press down so hard my mouth would start bleeding alot. Well that’s all for tonight I’m tired.bye.
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Could you possibly seek help from a relative to take you to a doctor?
I hope you’re able to get help and feel better.
Consult your physician at your nearest convenience in regards to your…physical problems. Perhaps your body isn’t tolerating puberty as well as it should be. The anxiety and such…you’ll need to speak with a guidance counsellor or other such trusted adult or maybe a close friend about it. You can’t necessarily prevent it, so look for ways to manage it instead. For the pain inflicted by your parents…well, at your age, anything reported against them will most likely result in CPS getting involved. Again, talk with a trusted adult/friend but you need to let someone else in your personal life know about what’s going on so they can provide some support to you.
In any event, rest well and all the best to you.