I tried so, but nothing worked properly.I don’t mind, not anymore.I did everything I could, I did my best but it wasn’t enough.I’m not mad.I’m ok.I know it’s not my fault.I’m so small.I’m just a tiny stupid spot in this infinitely big and stupid universe.I’ll commit suicide.I’m not the first and I won’t be the last one.I’m just a me.I’ll be just one more.I recognize my smallness and my insignificance and I accept them with a stupid smile on my face. ๐
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Personally, I blame both the G-man and The Catalyst. They have the power to change all of this, but they won’t. *sigh*
You aren’t an insignificant speck in my life, Kira. I actually like reading your posts and how you often describe in such detail your thoughts on a life lived. รขโฌลI’m not even mad, I’m impressed”. That’s an outstanding way to leave this world, given the chance and a half arsed attempt to carry on, you’d go far in this life with such a stern attitude. In any event, well done.
Do not do it yet, Kira. Maybe something will get better for you in the next few days.
if I could… I woulda taken ya along for the ride….. to wherever.
some1 to take my chain, so that I may take theirs. But… I don’t think I’m ever coming back. purged.
Shephard you’re not the first person to tell me things like that.Actually many people told me things like that.I used to write stories and post them on other communities and websites and people loved my posts – Yes I really had fans for my “art” – and told me that they felt a connection with me somehow, something they couldn’t explain… but this is past now.
I don’t know you but I doubt you are insignificant. When I go I will be smiling too. That will be the happiest time of my life
Kira – I hope you know how awesome you are and obviously many others have shared like minded sentiments about you. Yes, what’s done is done and I am sad you will not share more of you with the rest of us. But that’s life.
Hoo-ah.