When you log in there is a box that you can check so that the browser remembers your password. I hate… my brain sometimes. I realized I didn’t check the box after I logged in and it hit me. Nobody cares really. NOBODY. I was suicidal for a long time and now that I’m not suicidal? I wish I was still suicidal. I hate life. I hate people. You offer friendship and free shit to MFs and people STILL use and abuse you! I’m the only person I know that’s still somewhat “decent” in the world.
I ask people shit all the time and I get bullshit in response. For instance, today I had to …actually I still have to find a way downtown lol. Ironically, the court system is downtown where ALL the crime and drugs are. (think about that)…Anyways… I miss the people that were here at one point and time…TOO many to call out individually but anyways.
I hope you guys are doing fine. I still hate life…doesn’t matter how you look. I’m the smartest person I know. (besides clever and Dawg). BTW has anybody seen them? I wish I could talk to them and help them out. I heard you guys ran clevername away….SMH…. I have his email though…hopefully he still checks it.
My mother and I got into a argument because I told her the truth. I don’t love her. She is a stranger to me. So she left and took my sister and said the house is mine. So if you need a place to go? Come on (preferably cute women 😉 ) lol. Na seriously tho
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Hey Pains, it’s good/bad seeing you around here, it’s nice hearing from you though.
Yeah, hopefully CN and Dawg have moved on and don’t need this place anymore. I know Dawg was only here to offer advice, he wasn’t suicidal or anything.
I wonder what happened to RT30 and Persephone, I heard some stories about a romantic fallout pertaining to the latter, but I haven’t heard her side of the story. Who knows, I really liked her.
It’s weird being on here for so long, more than 2 years, god.
They, and many others, were serious. We were here only to pass time, as we still are.
Oh no, you’re back! I’ve tried so hard to permanently erase you from my memory, but you’ve returned!
Just kidding 🙂
I’m glad that you still exist, and I also miss clevername and the many other clever characters that once roamed the site. I like to believe that they still exist, and that they’re out enjoying their lives. I might feel terrible if I found out the truth.
Don’t mind me. I am just feeling guilty.
“Things I wish I could say”
This is the title of draft of cyanidesofmarch. It was made the same day as his last post. Honest people makes me tremble.
Persephone here. I still exist. 🙂
I’m not around as often as I used to be, but I check the site occasionally out of habit and boredom. I haven’t been suicidal for a looong time. [That was the main reason I wanted to die, in fact – sheer boredom. You know, when you’re like “OhMiGawd everyday is the same I should just kill myself” (I’m shallow, I know). I guess for me that’s the meaning of life – trying to make it more entertaining.]
There were so many awesome posters, I miss them all too. If they’re still alive I hope they’re doing o.k.
P.S. I love you guys. =D Stay kewl.
Persephone will neva leave this earth … she wants me 😛
I guess i’ll have to search for the flame war that ran clevername – such a loss for this site, I hope he’s only taking a break – that guy is/was a machine and a wealth of knowledge – frightening in his awesomeness.
Pain – I know you’re intelligent, but remember, not everyone is blessed with that gift – try to be patient and understanding – accept people for who and what they are and recognize their limitations are not a ploy to frustrate you, it’s just who they are – they can’t help it – and at times they can feel threatened and inferior to your superior knowledge.
Peace be with you my brother
sexy zen dawg
Hehe, hi Dawg. 🙂 We were all wondering how you were. It’s nice to see you pop by, I hope all is well with you. (You’ve always been one of my favorites around here.)
Clevername appeared briefly some time ago and put up a post, it should be still visible if you look up his name.