You know, I’m really sick
of people judging me
and thinking they know
who I am.
Just one
quick
little
glance
and an eternal
stamp
laces my soul.
Bi. Sex. U. Al.
You can say it.
I won’t mind.
My hand is as comfortable
in a girl’s
as it is
in a man’s.
My lips do know the touch
of a female
and they longed for another.
So what?
I’m not a SLUT.
I’m not a WHORE.
I’m not ‘undecided’
or just ‘confused’.
And they wonder why I
don’t believe
in their
God.
We were created in his image-
correct?
So then why does this
happen:
“Don’t tell the others,
but Daddy loves
you
the best.”
Is that who you worship?
“I love all my children
equally-
except for you.
You’re going to Hell.”
So here I go
with the homos
and the murderers
the thieves
the harlots
the liars
and in a way I belong
to each group.
I’m not sick.
And I’m not taking it anymore.
7 comments
My God hates that God! Fuck that God! That God is man-made, it isn’t real. God is in everything and everyone, not judging them. My God loves you. You can have my God, that other God can go to hell. You aren’t going to hell, you aren’t condemned to eternal damnation. God has bigger things to worry about than sexual preference. I mean really? Who the fuck took so much time to start the rumor that God has noting better to do than worry about who someone chooses to spend their time or even their life with? This world is so superficial, we could be spending our time promoting more humanitarian philosophies, but nooooo, lets bash everyone, it’s far more interesting that way.
Sorry about that statistic. I got a little angry there and my tongue (or fingers rather) started lashing about in an uncontrollable way. I don’t mean any offense. We apply human-like characteristics to God, which I feel is a silly thing to do.
I agree with Ashley. things have changed. the God I believe in loves everyone. as for being a bi myself I know how it feels. I grew up in a strictly Christian family that believes gays will burn. I’m terrified to let them find out. even though I’m already basically disowned. most old school religious people misread the bible. God loves all his children. it’s just people who say God hates gays but he doesn’t. I’m sure if he did I’d be dead right now. my religion has been screwed up lately but. people can’t help being gay. it’s not our choice and we shouldn’t be treated any different because of it. and if people say God can’t love us then they will just burn in hell because only God can make that judgement. not all Christians are bad. keep in mind that the bible was written thousands of years ago and I’m sure if it was written now it would say something like “if you tell gay people that they’re going to hell then you will go to hell with them” because things have changed. and I can feel a greater being out there that loves us all. screw everyone else who says otherwise.
Go live your life, sweets. Give it another six months or six years, but get your donkey out there and live a little more. The world is void enough of individuals such as yourself without losing another. You tell ’em, sister! Make this world your *****!
Also – Fuck that based gawd. I have a feeling you are more than what you’ve written above. Much more, in fact.
Just yesterday i had an argument with someone about god. I could summarize it pretty easily
me: “why do you believe in laws from a god who never told you those laws him/herself? isn’t that stupid? anybody could have made up those laws and claim it was the word of god”
person: “he told it to men who told people”
me: “what if those men made it up?”
person: *insert generic faith nonsense here*
Hence why i don’t pay attention to people who categorize me with their “god” argument. I could become a religion guy myself and claim god told me we have to worship Garfield as our new savior, and heck, no one could refute it. I do worship anyways Garfield tho.
Garfield is love. Garfield is life.
I’d just like to say that I meant no offense to anyone who believes in God or whatever… It’s just that I’d never really had faith in the first place and now I feel like I’ve lost my capacity to have any.