Just what the fuck do you want?! Whatever I do, or do not do, I am damned in your sight, a blight, a failure, a mistake. How would you feel if I had come home in a box? You want everyone to think you’re so loving, compassionate, dutiful but the truth is, you’re a *****. You piss everyone around you off, you have no tact, no filter, and yet whenever I imply such you say, “you’re the only one that thinks that!” LIKE HELL I AM!
I don’t care any longer what anyone says to you. After nearly 1/4 century of living with your bullshit, I’m just about ready to fucking kill myself. I wouldn’t blame him if he killed himself, either. I don’t give a damn about you…he is the only person keeping me tethered to this forsaken place.
So I don’t care what you want from me – I just want you to leave me the fuck alone!