Why must I suffer from all the inconveniences life decides to push my way? …. Why must my loved ones have to died and leave my life when I needed them most?.. It’s not fare I must suffer the daily burdens of pain and misery with guilt from family and so called “friends” that have only managed to make me feel terrible about myself.. life has to be cruel to men and so I dont need this life. I have decided what I want to do and I am sure I will never have to burden anyone again with my HUMAN problems..goodbye and I hope you all will truly miss what you are blinded to see.