Dont know what is there for me

life is full of surprises right and i have faith in it too but i dont get it why im being so impatient. there are things which i let go of and trust me i never had any regrets but these days it is different story,  i always value my principles and morals and always used to think that if people come to me because they think im someone who have power and money they are not sincere. BUT lol due to this i have been isolated by my family they dont value me anymore they only pity me and that is quite upsetting i have done this to myself because i always thought that one day i will shine too but now i dont think i will see that day i will become a whiner and a complainer who have everything but yet  not satisfied