Hey i just checked out this site.. bc i been looking for ways to kill myself and.get over the fear of pain. I have accomplished. that and bc the girl im in love with chooses to ignore me she will see ill be dead within 2 weeks. Why wait you guys say. Well i did actually attemp to od and ju,p off a bridge into traffic but i puked before i took the pills and got scared. But i ha e done my research. I will die by a mix of pills and alcohol. I will drink till my bac is so high and take a ton of acetaminophen. And prozac and seraquel. When i refil my script tommorrow. The only reason why i am waiting is bc i have to finish this letter im writing to her. I have to make her understand why.. im dying. After 2 years… she being the only girl. To have a long term sexual relationship (i had 2 one night stands). Man i hate life i hate the pain and i tried everything to move on and.i cant. She taking the dog we raised. And i have tattoed on me her. Name and.the date we started dating. … i have that on my body… i hate life and dont care to live. Im 21 and i just want this to end and honestly if i had a gun or a way to get one id ve dead
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I’m all for people committing suicide and I’m not gonna tell you what you should do but, committing suicide because of a girl? Give it some time and you will get over her. I remember it took me years to get over my first gf.. I would go out to bars, clubs etc. It would help but by the time I got back home, I’d start thinking about her again. I eventually got over her.. With time.. Just give it time..
You may be right.. Your gf/ex will soon find out that you’re no longer alive.. She’ll cry.. Feel awful then wonder what she could have done to prevent this… Then she’ll get over it. She may feel sadden from time to time but she’ll get over it.
Like I said man, give it some time.. Go do things to get your mind off of her.. Go for a nice drive or something and listen to some music.. Or some stand up comedy.
You know people dont understand this girl was my soulmate. And yes technically i mean i have other issues that make me depressed but it was managable with her in my life . I have a psychological. Problem and i lose erections during sex not physocal just i cant help.it im adhd and my mind wanders alot.. and she accepted me she accepted my issues and now im.just thrown away and unwanted.. how can anyone tell me to live a life where i either cry myself to sleep or wake up in tears bc of my dreams.. i just hope that when i die god lets me relive my memories. . All the good and bad. Times we had. Bc my memories. Are wo much sweeterthen. The hellof reality ilive in
I tried and honestly im.just tired of living without her. I mean i messed up my credit to buy her things and to fix the wrongs i did to her. I messed up my college semester bc i figured her you know well be married and she has good credit so things can just ve put in her name.. but i have nothing now. And i cant wait.. i even ws engaged. To her after she cheated on me with her cousin.. i just hope that if she really hates me and makes me feel so dead that she relizes how it drove me to the end. Im not retared im not. Chemically. Unbalanced. Bc i take my meds. I just dont want to live and as quote unnormal as it seems noone can judge ortell me im wromg amdi already went to the hospital. Bc i fialed one attempt i told her and she toldmy mom
You’ll get over her. As someone whose about 30 yeas old, I can tell you my mindset is totally different, my way of thinking is not like the 21 year old that I once knew. What’s even funnier is the amount of people I work with, they married rather young (right after highschool or in their early 20’s) and they’re as miserable as they can be.
I’m sure you’ll find another girl who is willing to accept your flaws. I have real bad social anxiety and some depression, I didn’t tell my gf until I was comfortable with telling her and she accepted it. Hang in there!
I actually. Decidied tommorroq will be the day i die . Ill have 20 to buy qhat alcohol i need .. goodbye everyone
Alright then.. Well, good luck..I hope it all goes smoothly.
You may never get over her. And so you have to ask yourself… Is taking my life worth it?
And if it is… Then I ask you let the rest of us know what’s on the other side…
Because this place sucks (at least in terms of being human).
Oh- and never take another’s word as truth. All are just as clueless as you… And the rest of us.
Who knows? Maybe us suicidals will eventually say fuck all this… And finally create a world we actually want to be a part of.
I and she has agreed to take a letter i wrote and an sd card filled with all our pictures.since we met our sex videos.. it makes it so much easier. Im shakimg im so excited … im gonna do it end this pain
She doesnt know im committing. Suicide if she did she would tell my mom id get put back in the hospital. And it would be over i could do it
This is such great news.. but idk how to spend my last night alive. U guys tink im joking or wont do it but im dead serious. Im leavig behind everyone
Your so right john a world we want to live in. i appreciate. The support
Sending love to you… On what ever journey you decide to take…