I’m stupid to think he would ACTUALLY want me….. WHY? Why does this always happen to me? I can’t even fucking CRY! He won’t talk to me, and he is with a new one. I warned her this time, because that f*cking b*tch is not worth her time. Not worth anyone’s time. He deserves to be alone. Sorry, but you don’t do this kinda crap to ANYONE. And I’m so tired of being used like this! I’m good until you get what you want and then you move on until you’re tired of them. Then where are you? Back to me because they won’t give you what you want… Why am I so stupid to believe him when he said he loves me..? Why? I’m just.. I’m so done with being hurt.. I haven’t cut in 2 weeks and am craving my blade.. Oh look.. Here it comes… Slicing into my skin so…. Perfectly…. I’m sorry.. I’m so sorry… I can’t do this anymore…. I’m so tired of pretending I’m okay… And no, you can try, but I doubt you’ll be able to stop me from releasing my pain….
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Don’t cut yourself. Call a friend, stop the bleeding, talk to me. I’m here for you. Please.
@Kuzco Is Rite , Here Too Talk , Cutting Is A Harsh Addiction I. Know But You Gotta Stop Yourself . Talk Please ,
You need not to apologize to anyone besides yourself.
Let him go, what he does with his life and who he chooses to affiliate with is not of your concern anymore. You cannot protect anyone else from his influence except yourself. So do yourself the favor and rid him from your life once and for all.
Rid your interest or obsessions with him and his actions and carry on in life. Its time to grow, find yourself and live.
Why hurt yourself more because of your anger towards him. Let it, let go what he has done, let go of the anger and just move on from him.
Good luck, take care.