Always the extra.

I know exactly how you feel. To be the one who is always there for your friends, but they never seem to understand that they need to be there for you as well. Or when you go out to a party nobody wants to really to you and you don’t want to start a convo because you’ve been told for so long that you’re weird. I’m in this exact boat right now. The loneliness really sucks, but what sucks even more, for me, is the feeling of invisibility. That I’m not even worth people’s time. That I’m not worth the time to see if I’m okay or to just remember my name. I think that we’re both just too awesome to associate with such people. Us wonderfully weird and awkward souls need to stick together, because quite honestly we can be the most fun, nice, loyal, and respectful people. Why do you think our “friends” want to be our friends? It’s because we’re freaking awesome!