I was doing ok for a little while. I’m finding myself becoming more scatter brained and slowly relapsing back into my depressive state. I’m becoming angry with people I shouldn’t, missing people that don’t miss me, and loving people that don’t love back. I can’t seem to find a balance….this balance they all speak of.
And at the end of the day I hate the fact I lived through it.
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It’s ok to feel that way from time to time. When I’m depressed I usually feel as though everyone, by their own volition, is very far away from me. Of course, this isn’t always the case. Depression usually causes people to feel ingrown and reclusive. I guess the “balance,” is finding a certain method that gives you better control of your emotions.