Hello, I am new to this site, I am 23 years old and I have been thinking about suicide since I was a teenager, I did not really have a difficult childhood or family life, I just fail to see the meaning in living, I am not really depressed about not achieving something, fitting in or getting acceptance from anyone, I just seem to not find any meaning to anything this universe has to offer, whether god, religion, humanity or what ever else, it seems like the human will to live is connected to all the lies we tell ourselves or the lies we are told and taught, the only thing I feel sorry for if I decide to take my life is my parents since they are old and I am their only child, yet day by day my thoughts about suicide keep becoming more Intense and frequent, I don’t really live life but rather go through life’s time as a chore.
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When life starts to feel like a chore you know its empty of fun. Suicide affects everyone arround you, if you really go through with it most people will probably say ” i dont know why he did it”. At least here you can talk about it with someone.
I feel the same with the no meaning. Whats the point of all this anyway, were all born to die everything else inbetween is just existing
I feel exactly the same and then I look at everyone around me living their lives as if they know some hidden secret to whats so important about life. They live in a continuing cycle of doing the same things all the time but they never question why.
yeah i know whats the point…