so hi… to be honest i dont know what i am supposed to put on here so im going to try this. yes i am very sad,
no my dad doesnt rape me. no my family does not hit me. actually my moms side of the family is nice ..
my dad does drink all the time. my mom is very stressed, my sister hates everything and my brother is bullied, people are very mean to me for being diffrent , and liking things normal 14 year olds would like… im the girl you walk by in the mall who has eye liner every where and all black and your mom looks at you and she shakes her head. im also the girl who is called “hoe” “slut” and nameslike those. i came to this website to see if anyone understands me… i mean i hardly understand myself but still… ummm i dont if any one will actaully take the time to read this but if you do please comment and tell me if im not insane
have you ever wanted to die?
have you ever been up at 3 in the morning crying feeling so sad you use a piece of metal to cut your wrist or thigh or where ever open… and it makes you feel better ??
have you ever felt worthless? yep thats me i cant stop cutting. or crying. i want to die you know it sucks. pills dont help, talking to a person who doesnt even know who understands me, they just went to collage and now they think they can talk to me about it, and they sit in there chair stairing at me nodding there head, because thats what there getting paid to do. well i have to go but i will finish this later
i want all of you to know . if you feel the way i do, your amazing , and perfect.. please dont give up i love you