I have considered suicide and homicide intermittently for years because I have trouble living with the knowledge of how horrible people are,and the despicable things they do. I feel more homicidal tonight,but thats a Good thing..its much less painful,and its pretty fucking fun,too.. If you could take a moment to consider my note,id appreciate it immensely.  Has anyone ever heard of a song called “Wang Dang Sweet Poontang”? Well,look-if not you need to jump over to Youtube and witness the spectacle of a loincloth/ bikini clad Ted Nugent wearing Uggs (of course I know theyre not real Uggs,duh.they werent IN back then,but it sounds funnier.he prob MADE these boots with crossbow murdered chinchillas hunted in the foothills of the Andes) and banging out this masterpiece with the screeching violent perversion hes loved worldwide for.His hair is long -its very long.Dont mistake this one for his opus”Wango Tango” That would be unfortunate,because “WangDang Sweet Poontang” is arguably the superior poetry of the two.See,he describes the rapelove with just a bit more panache,but then….oh,heck!Ill just let YOU be the judge…I might bias you if I keep on. NOW,THEN…if you do look,and you now  suddenly find you’ve TRANSCENDED the  line of rational reasoning and fear of incarceration,(Thats the effect he has on some people,both good and bad)then hit me back and lets hatch a plot.This person has been allowed to live for at least 40 years past the time that he no longer had a RIGHT to live.Its time,people.If not us,THEN WHO? I feel we need to start being more responsible about who we tolerate living in this world.He is a great jumping off subject for a new branch of government-im thinking it could be called Human Accountability and Euthanasia Agency.Oh,I know what you’re thinking…plenty of assholes have done more depraved things than The Nuge-but im not so sure about that..he s a serial killer for sure,and one who enjoys hunting from a helicopter,or in a fenced piece of land with sedated lions…ibex..etc This is a guy that the Tea Party decided was too unstable to represent them(!!!!) So,anyway…Wang Dang Sweet Poontang -I hope it moves you:)  Plus,Ted Nugent REALLY loves homicide,and frankly I think he would appreciate it if he was hunted down in a fenced acre with an inacurate crossbow,and after suffering 48 hours (crossbows-arrows are used by hunters who are either poorly trained or  verrrry bad shots,and arrows often dont wound mortally,BUT the animal succumbs to gangrene from an arrow to the belly or haunch and slowly suffers until sepsis,and then death:) from a record # of arrows taken to the body without being killed(calling Guiness Book on this one,guys-we will make history!) He finally croaks…and I think I can say that he would appreciate going out in this manner..Ok-anxiously awaiting your response… edit: im perfectly open to a discussion on who might be better to start with,besides The Nuge,as lo.g as you are willing to concur that we will get him into the top 10. Thank you:)
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lol… No. The Nuge is a BAMF.
And no, bows/crossbows are used because of the increased challenge, not because they’re “poorly trained.” It’s much harder to get a clean kill with a bow than with a rifle.
I think your priorities are a bit misaligned.
Goddammit….well,then how do you feel about Wang Dang Sweet Poontang?
Are you SURE youve heard and seen Wang Dang Sweet Poontang?!!
Wheres that dick Thanatos when youre trying to enlist henchmen-i mean patriots-for special assignments?He was up everyones ass th othr night about Ghandi,but when hes needed for something important hes NOWHERE .Come on!
Idk, he’s probably sleeping or something.
The guy has a cape made of Condor skin and feathers…Hes got a fanny pack made of Thylacine!! Thats Tasmanian Tiger,yall…the last living Tasmanian Tiger was made into Ted Nugents FANNY PACK.. I love this site-i had more fun writing that last bit about the Thylacine than you can ever know.Seriously made me feel better. Ive been in the bed for 3 days and I need to get up and shower and clean the inevitable mess that these people have made while I hibernated..Fucking hell,I reallly hate Ted Nugent,though.I wonder if its possible that he could be the lovechild of Ann Coulter and Bill O’Reilly,but was inter-dimensionally transported or timewarped somehow from a parallel universe in which his parents evil emissions and forcefields of pure unadulterated hate with a giant dash of ignorant bigotry did NOT cause a volcanic rift in the earth leading to Armageddon when they had sex ? Because it seems Very Clear that somehow these 3 are connected,and everybody knows AnnC. And Bill O. are required by gov mandate not to be within 2mile radius of each other,so HOW? These mysteries of our universe ,I guess,are not for us to know……
“The guy has a cape made of Condor skin and feathers…Hes got a fanny pack made of Thylacine!! Thats Tasmanian Tiger,yall…the last living Tasmanian Tiger was made into Ted Nugents FANNY PACK..”
LOL! holy shit that’s hilarious…
I’ll agree with you on Bill O’Reilly though, and Nancy Grace too; they both make me want to spontaneously combust.
Awwww,Thanks:) I completely forgot about Nancy Grace!!! OMG shes got to GO Ill put her on the list!Good thinking
I think he probably needs to die misanthrope, if he’s all you say he is, but I don’t want to be the one to do it…homicide is not for me, sorry. But good luck!
Thanks for the moral support Seppuku….youre a very good person.Ive read back on your comments and noticed .I hope you recover,or stop hurting,or experience happiness in the future
Perhaps he was born like the demon things that Melissandre (evil priestess of the Lord of Light from Game of Thrones)births out of herself when she kills a royalblooded human and needs a demon from the kennels of Satan to take out Stannis’s opponents. Poor Renly.
A cape made of Condor skin!!!
xD
If he hunted and killed it himself, and used the flesh of his own kill… idk, i think that’s pretty much legit. Had he raised a condor in miserable captivity until it was big enough to make a whole cape, and then slaughtered it, that would suck.
I mean come on, it’s not like the guy has an industrial chicken farm…
Ted Nugent for president!
I would love to go on a cross-bow hunting safari with The Nuge. I wonder if he’d be interested in clubbing baby seals with me? (I hear they’re very delicious).
My bucket list #9 sniper kill all filthy seal clubbers on opening day of seal hunting .flee .do not get caught,because you still have The Running of th Bulls in Spain to hit..and thats a lot of work- got to be in top form for that one…maybe you pull a Lee Harvey Oswald in Spain FIRST,then get the clubbers…..well,fiddlesticks-i need to iron out the timing on these 2
So you want to be Ted Nugents *****? I think youve got a pretty good shot at it C4..the dude fucks alpacas and capybaras….are you as attractive and as stupid as one or both of these?
Alpacas are way sexier than Llamas.
I actually flirted with the idea of establishing an Alpaca ranch once. There isn’t much money in it though.
Woah, woah, you’re saying this dude flies on down to south america on his private jet exclusively to make love to a giant rodent??
No,no-nothing as cool as that sounds..By golly,Thanatos,when u put it like THAT,u make it sound pretty sweet..anyway,I was kind of riffing when I said he likes banging capybaras-it seemed like a natural segue when I was talking about him and his alpacas performing every act in the KamaSutra in order-BUT heres the thing. I love Capybaras,and frankly I regret bringing them into this discussion.Theyre so fricking adorable.I went too far-but I think thats the only thing ,really,that was beyond the boundaries of tasteful embellishment..
Pretty weird animal to pour your affections over. Moose rats..
Why moose? I see them as mutant guinea pigs…I especially love it when pet capybaras have their own pet guineapigs-thats so darn adorable! That kind of cuteness is almost supernatural..or like,physically weakening-like Kryptonite. Or adversely it can jolt you like a blast of electricity-it varies from one person to the other.Depends on your cute receptor
Well,but his cape was hunted when they were almost extinct….hell,there were only like 3 left in the world ,or something,at the time…he broke into an endangered species conservatory and got him!I heard he also raped a (now extinct )sloth on his way out …
a sloth? now that’s just slow.
Yeah,def slow…poor sloth never had a chance
Well,he does have an alpaca farm,though.Hes a notorious alpaca bugger-he says theyre very,very soft and stupider than sheep,who catch on after hes raped them a couple times and they resist like hell…the alpaca forgets pretty much instantly,so no struggle,see?
…you can try. I don’t like hunting or guns, but I honestly thought “Stranglehold” was kind of an okay song, but this guy seriously shouldn’t be a rock star… wasn’t he once the head of the NRA? This man is insane.
There you are!Did u watch Wang Dang Sweet Poontang? Was I right,or was I right?
Yeah, maybe later.
Nope-NRA wouldnt have him .Too fucking crazy for the NRA!!! Now,thats saying somethi.g.They actually issued a public statement disavowing him after his last rampage urging gun owners to take their assault rifles everywhere they went-
Thats not an exxageration,by the way-He got dumped by Tea Party and NRA in the same week for that insanity
Look-the alpacas MIGHT be true,but I feel I might’ve gone too far throwing in the capybaras…I really love Capybaras…if Ted Nugent REALLY fucked a capybara……well,thats a whole other level!Capybaras escalate the entire situation to a SammyL.Jackson “Unthinkable” type scenario…..
Truth passes through three stages. First, it is vehemently denied. Next it is ridiculed. Eventually, the truth is regarded as self evident.
Ted Nugent is a modern day prophet. Future generations will recognize him as the Jesus of our times. Your contempt for the Motor City Messiah will not dilute his message.
Nothing good musically ever comes out of Detroit. They know (..knew?) how to make cars, not music.
Mmmm-but what about Insane Clown Posse?Jugalo forever,kid!!! what about Jaws?Richard Kiel…He was so talented in the Bond films…esp Moonraker. I think you spoke too soon,Thanatos:)
didn’t eminem come from detroit or the surrounding area?
I was referring explicitly to the insane clown posse.
^@misanthrope
Yeah ICP negates like 10 good bands all by themselves.
Lmfao youre both pretty funny
I think you may be onto something here….Jesus of our times….did Jesus have a menageatrois with Sarah Palin and an ostrich,too?
@C4
Ok I think im getting what you mean….so like Jesus,The Nuge’s parable-like lyrics are his spiritual message,his guideline for living right,his promise of transcendence..lets go to the Psalms of Nuge….from the masterpiece Wang Dang Sweet Poontang “shes so sweet,when she yanks on my meat” “down on the street,you know she cant be beat”
I see,I see….ok-lets examine Wango Tango”u gotta pretend your face is a Maserati,baby…its a maserati,its a maserati.Its a gettin hottie….its a fast one,too..u wanna little fuel injection,honey? Im gonna get a little talcum,im gonna borrow it from Malcolm” ok,youve made a compelling case for the Nuge as Modern day Jesus…Im gonna have to rethink my position on him,now
Genius’s are often misunderstood. The Nuge works in mysterious ways.
I get the vibe that The Nuge employs hyperbole and satire as a way of living his own message. Gandhi had stuff to say about humor and living as your own message.
But seriously,Jack White and White Stripes do/did fucking rock……Detroit IS a violent murder choked hellhole of a city,but it gave us the martyr Jimmy Hoffa…omni-talented Sonny Bono…musical genius .Ray Parker,Jr….fucking GHOSTBUSTERS,people.Can you imagine a world without the song “Ghostbusters”? Well that clearly settles it-Ok,Detroit did spawn Ted Nugent,but I think we can all agree it was worth the Blight upon our Universe because Detroit ALSO gave us Ray Parker,Jr.
Clevername- quite right-Eminem is in fact from Detroit..idk how that slipped by me…now HE is a poet
yeah i would put the eminem in the category of “peerless.”
Houses are very affordable in Detroit. It’s allegedly the cheapest city in America for buying a house.
Hmm. Maybe we could all chip in and buy an SP group home in Detroit.
They reallly are,but youve got to have an arsenal too-now THATS where it becomes a pricey undertaking…
no way, we need something on the west coast or near the rockies… something like an earthship (google it) or superadobe (google that too).
An off-grid self-sustained coop hippie prepper commune, with a commercial cannabis production license, and we grow all our own food, and make everything out of hemp, and produce an incomparable quality and variety of cannabis and cannabis related products.
it could work.
Anyone here have good enough credit for a large business loan?
Omg the Earthship is extremely awesome
that is pretty much exactly what i thought the first time i saw it.
Well,this is very interesting stuff-ive never seen these.Have you ever seen or been in one?
Good way to solve our “alive” problem.
^@C4
lol
Think of all the fun activities we could enjoy together.
Tying nooses, making home made ********, writing poetry, comparing scars, cutting parties, bitching about society, etc.
We could put the fun in dysfunctional.
We could do dramatic reenactments of Jonestown!
We can do a Heavensgate thing,too-althought they arent my favorite suicide cult:)
I know theres going to be a squabble about WHO gets to be Jim Jones,but I think if we take turns we can maintain order…or vote each time. Ive always dreamed of portraying David Koresh in a fiery outdoor reenactment of Koresh vs The ATF
@C4 No more poems…
I hear you can get a nice little missile launching /guidance system for very low price in Ukraine…we would need some of those…if we killed Ted Nugent then we would have a sweet little cache of killing machines!!!…his compound would make a ripping nice location for recovering SP-ers
I think it would be better to recruit him.
Look,I cant work with that guy-he wears puppy slippers..I think I explained this very thoroughly-he has tigerskin showercurtains for fucksake..Ted Nugent must die!!! Hes not coming into my RV much less my Earthship…if I let HIM in,then I gotta let in Saddam(hes alive and well living in Argentina),Dick Cheney…then its all fucked up
Gottago-thanks for a fun conversation:)
I’ve often thought that if a person is “truly” suicidal, then there’s nothing holding him or her back from taking risks. A non- suicidal person has a lot to lose – a suicidal person does not.
Or maybe it’s just a matter of guts. Having the courage to take risks despite the uncertainty of how things will play out.
the safest bet wins the smallest prize (if at all)
Yeah…so should we swing for the fences every time we’re batting?
you gotta weigh the resources against the need for gains. Swinging hard probably decreases accuracy, so maybe it’s better to work together and try for incremental gains, like 4 straight base hits, or 2 doubles without an out.
If you’re at the plate at the bottom of the 9th and down by 3 with a full count, loaded bases and 2 outs… yes, swing for the fence.
But if it’s only the 6th inning w/ 0 outs and no count, it might be better to just get on base.
and see, your comment reminded me of one of the main reasons i find sports interesting: situations.
I think youre right…I think of what I might accomplish with my suicide..what act of rebellion and outrage would be the most likely to draw attention to the crimes that disturb me the most.I imagine an giant explosion …boring,rt? Unoriginal. I dont want to do what everybody ELSE is doing….self-immolation!Now,thats conviction…im fascinated by them.Its so fucking assholish to put those guys out-am I right? So wrong…I hate when people all swarm and try to beat flames out…thanks,dicks-now my statement is hijacked-I have to suffer excruciating pain-AND be disfigured…inconsiderate humans
Have you seen the video of the monk who lights himself on fire? (He’s protesting against harsh treatment by the Chinese or something).
Anyway, he douses himself with gasoline, lights a match, then sets himself ablaze. He doesn’t make a sound, doesn’t flinch, nada. He just sits there and burns. After about a minute and a half he slumps forward (presumably dead).
It’s gnarly. You can find it online.
I don’t recall a video of that, but i do recall the photo series of the “original” burning monk… and the account of the events as told by the photographer who was invited for the purpose of documenting the demonstration.
@C4. The video you refer to of the monk that doesnt flinch-thats a re enactment of the original self immolating monk Thich Quang Duc -there are photographs of the real one,and 2 sketchy,distorted videos that claim to be from the original.The original has diff things behind him.the car for instance is not th same ,but there ARE many videos of self immolation-lots.BestGore .. Kaotic..liveleak ..all have various ones.I find it to be incredibly compelling..I have immense respect for people who choose to do it. Theres been one in DC recently-and one in Chicago protesting our going to war in Iraq..and a Reverend in Texas recently-his was particularly moving because of his reasons-oh wait,i read about his and didnt see a video..The ones in the US do not get much media coverage and that upsets me bc they did it the way they did it to make a statement of protest against something that(in most cases) SHOULD be discussed and brought into the light. But I think the worst is when assholes dont allow them to finish committing the act-stealing their statement,prolonging pain and disfiguring them..so wrong In Tibet theres like one or two a week-
Statistically, when the #1 offense battles the #1 ranked defense in an NFL championship game, the team with the best defense wins 75% of the time.
I learned that on ESPN earlier this year.
I suppose sports really are like a metaphor for life.
what percent of the time does the defense win the championship on the first play from scrimmage? (lol)
I hafta admit I enjoyed watching the Broncos get stomped.
Recreational marijuana is legal in Colorado and Washington state. Seattle and Denver went to the Super Bowl. Coincidence?
The Super BOWL.
i thought the same thing. IMO, it’s a significant indication of potential conspiracy. There also was apparently a strain named for each of the Manning QB’s…
When u say “:situations ” like that I cant help but imagine morbid sports injuries….I thought I detected a dark tone….or could I be wrong and you mean sex?? I just cant accept that you meant in a boring way..I have to admit that I have watched a lot of sports injury/death video,and its pretty …..fascinating.Esp weight lifting-recently ive seen several of them and its gritty.That Serbian basketball player who paralyzed himself by havn a temper tantrum over gettin a foul called-that was seriously fucked up. I hav a thing about temper tantrums-wall punchers and stuff like that.I cant deal being near anyone like that.Anyway,the temper tantrum made him instantly a paraplegic and it blew my mind….like: one holy hell of an instant karma bitchslap
no… i’m talking about strategic aspects.
Why would i want to watch finely tuned athletes get paralyzed or otherwise destroyed?
Well,damn,Clevername-its the circle of life….whts the prob? I happen to have a compulsion to watch suicides and some other “:situations” Do I hear judgement in your tone? Its not pretty on you,Clevername…im disappointed,frankly
personal experience with sports related injuries and life-altering spine and nerve damage… i was most likely mere ounces or millimeters away from being paralyzed myself.
I don’t like watching healthy things be arbitrarily destroyed. Or anything, for that matter.
And i’m not a sadist: i don’t derive pleasure from the pains of others. I tend to “judge” sadists rather harshly, since i’ve been their involuntary victim too many times.
Now, revenge and poetic justice, on the other hand… i could indeed enjoy watching someone “get what’s coming to them.”
IThe sports injuries are pretty ugly-i can see why you wouldnt want to watch them being an Injured athlete. They are accidents but as you said,The intentional destruction is particularly offensive.For me-the suicides,though-i feel I have to watch them.I feel its disrespectful not to see them.Im speaking only of myself,not sayin I think everybody should. But,I feel that they needed so badly to be seen ,their pain ,their desperation…you know what I mean? People are walkin around in the world in a state of being that is unbearably guilt-ridden or disappointed,sad or angry..perpetual emotional torment.ITheyre holdin it in til they cant anymore,and many of them are suffering from being unseen, unacknowledged,unloved. Im one of them,and ill add misunderstood and terminally lonely-SO anyway,It was their last moment.I find it tragic, but I also have found it spiritually moving at times,and beautiful.The self immolaters move me immensely -the conviction and strength and courage is powerful to behold.I tell myself all the time “Dont look away” They need to be seen.
Now,concerning payback or as you said it-poetic justice-i like a good bull goring,because those sons of bitches have it coming for the torment they inflict.Those people need killing. Whether its bullfighting,or rodeo-its all sweet,sweet justice.No-not justice: there is no possible way to payback or wreak vengeance upon them that could possibly equal what the bulls have suffered in the name of sport or entertainment.Plus,they are shot or stabbed to death shortly thereafter,I do believe.But,anyway-ALSO-i will mention mob justice.Theres thousands of videos of mobs torturing and executing people who they claim did something terrible-theft,rape,child molesting,murder,etc-and while im sure many are legit,im sure many are not,also.Theres accusations of witchery,sourcery…Brazil and any country in Africa is where th majority come from and the level of depravity exceeds my worst expectation almost every time ive watched.I dont watch mobs very often anymore.I drew th line at necklacing(burning tires) Accidents -car and workplace-i sometimes watch. im quite morbid.I dont watch to get pleasure,but I am fascinated by death..so many ways to go
“People are walkin around in the world in a state of being that is unbearably guilt-ridden or disappointed,sad or angry..perpetual emotional torment.ITheyre holdin it in til they cant anymore,and many of them are suffering from being unseen, unacknowledged,unloved.”
“…until they can’t anymore.”
Which is why i decline to observe such profoundly heart/gut wrenching events. I’m right there myself, and already have too much to cope with. I don’t have to physically see it, in order to understand the message. I tend to think that message is for “the others,” who would never understand how a person could reach that point.
I absolutely get why you choose not to look.It is just too close to home for you,and the feelings too intense.How are you feeling today,though? Do you mind me asking what you are going through?
i suppose i simply haven’t lost my compassion quite yet, though there are plenty of people who would think of me as harsh and abrasive, if i did express exactly what i think certain particularly evil people deserve.
I hypothesize that people who lack empathy for their undeserving victims, should be taught what it means to suffer, directly. I tend to lean toward something that could be described as “equivalent pain to the loss of an eye, for taking an eye.”
“An eye for an eye would leave the whole world blind,” so we should find a way to punish a stolen eye with an equivalent amount of suffering, but without actually taking an eye from the original offender. Poetic justice would be something like forcing an eye thief to use his own eyes to view horrible atrocities. If a person takes an eye that does not belong to them (unless in unprovoked self defense), they should be strapped to a chair indefinitely, and be forced to view heinous or sickening sights. And who knows, perhaps they will eventually claw out their own eyes? That would be somewhat like the redemption of dishonorable acts through seppuku.
If someone stole my eye, and i was then told that the person was forced to view horrible images until they finally clawed out their own eyes… i would feel some sense of justice and closure.
“How are you feeling today,though?”
I’m honestly not sure how to answer that. I pretty much cross the entire emotional spectrum most days. Today i have been both hopeful and hopeless. I suppose you could say i’m drifting… observing whatever i observe, while i flow where the river goes.
“Do you mind me asking what you are going through?”
I don’t mind you asking, but i’m not up for getting into it, for now.
I’m a little bummed because i wanted to bathe my dog yesterday and didn’t, and the same thing happened today. And tomorrow i have a bunch of stuff i need to do, that i won’t really be ready for, but i’m going to force myself to get done whatever i can, because i’ve let things go for too long already. It’s not a good feeling, but it’s not the worst. It is what it is, i guess.
I see.and I usually feel the same on this subject. Concerning intentional harm,that is.Or even recklessness in some cases. It seems very Clockwork Orange -your idea of forced witnessing-a very good penance IF the person has actual feelings .Extreme sociopaths-like Ted Bundy was,for instance-can feign any emotion while inside a smoldering but cold heart feeling nothing but contempt…but on th subject-I Saw a photograph taken shortly after American soldiers got to the camps at Auschwitz.They had shot films of everything they found and spliced together footage from other camps,too and they were making the Nazi s that were arrested and imprisoned WATCH the films.Their faces -some so horrified,and distraught …some crying…
It was right that they should have to see it over and over… So, you struggle with procrastination and the side affects guilt,frustration,and dread…Those things are so exhausting,that it just perpetuates itself and then the dreaded moment of reckoning ….really sucks. I too needed to bathe my dogs today,but failed to:( It wasnt critical,but I still hate that I dont follow through on so many things..I hope you can feel productive tomorrow….
The whole emotional spectrum throughout the day….sounds manic,but not necessarily unpleasant. Emotionally drained by the end of the day…I wonder if you sleep well….I go 2 or 3 days up-reading in bed for much of th time,followed by a hibernation-like sleep..
It’s complicated. My sleep schedule… isn’t a schedule. I sleep when i’m tired enough, which never seems to occur at “an appropriate time.” Certain activities have to occur in certain time windows, or not at all, which contributes to things not getting done. And i’m really not manic, i’m just unable to avoid the stimuli produced by others in my environment. It seems like i’m always waiting for the next opportunity to boost myself to functional levels again, but others are constantly doing things that push me over the edge, to the point where i have to either collapse and curl up and hold myself together, or i’ll flip the fuck out and lash out at the offender, which they deserve, but which will produce consequences i don’t deserve. And it’s always things i’ve repeatedly explained, things i’ve diplomatically as possible, requested to change, and they insist on doing it anyway, because fuck my feelings, right? Maintaining restraint takes all i have, sometimes… which leaves nothing left for the things that don’t get done, and takes me too long to recover from each subsequent incident, to maintain any semblance of normality, so i just say “fuck it” and don’t do stuff. Or i miss my window and have to wait and see if i can hit that window tomorrow. And it just keeps going and builds and never changes, no matter what i say. Maybe it’s time for a “blow up in someone’s face,” to remind them that I’VE BEEN TELLING THEM NOT TO DO SUCH AND SUCH, FOR A VERY LONG TIME, AND THEY JUST IGNORE WHAT IT CAUSES, and then act like they “don’t understand” why i am as broken and dysfunctional as i am, and why i don’t even want to bother discussing anything with them (because they don’t listen, so it’s futile).
When i was younger, i could pull a week of sleeping only every other day. Now i can’t. I’m tired after 12 hours of being awake (but often can’t sleep due to stress and various other irritants), and once i hit 24, i’m delirious and exhausted.
From a purely physiological perspective, i literally cannot continue living this way for much longer. It’s going to kill me. I’d rather not experience that whole drawn out agonizing slow death. Skipping to the end, on my own terms, in my own chosen conditions, usually seems like a much better option. But there’s still a few things i want to try to do, so i haven’t flipped the switch.
Iyoure surrounded by extremely irritating people -you cant walk away from them and live in peace…but why is the only other option death?Why NOT leave instead? Do you consider starting over?
It’s complicated. I don’t currently know how to make enough money to start over. Meanwhile, until i can figure that out, i’m stuck where i am, unless i pack a backpack, abandon my dog, and just start walking. I’m not healthy enough to be a nomad anymore.
I just keep asking more questions!!I apologize @clevername…perhaps we can talk another day…I hope you rest well…goodnight:)
night. 🙂
If you Google “monk lighting himself on fire” you’ll get a bunch of hits. (Unless you have child proof filters on your browser. I’ve got a friend who’s a father and he set up their home computer with some anti-porn/violence/mayhem software. I can’t access much on his computer).
Apparently a bunch of different monks have gone the self immolation route. That’s dedication.
Google Monk living mummification-now THATS hardcore..but on the original-Thich Quang Duc-his heart did NOT burn even after he was put to the pyre.They took it and keep it in a monastery-theres photographs accompanying th story.I considered that it could b a nice piece of faith inspiring fiction(like all the pieces of Jesus’ cross in all those Churches throughout the world-theres no possible way -the numbers dont add up)but I choose to go with this one.Its such a cool story:)
🙂
Strategy: You gotta know when to hold ’em
know when to fold ’em
know when to walk away
know when to run.
You never count your money
when you’re sittin’ at the table
there’ll be time enough for countin’
when the dealin’s done.
I don’t like country music, but Kenny Rogers ran a pretty decent chicken shack. I wonder if they’re still in business.
Yep, life is all about either being dealt a winning hand, or dealing a winning bluff.
I created this account just to say that this post was gold.
Thank you misanthrope for making me laugh. Condor feathers 🙂 Even if our paths have only crossed for a few minutes in the sterile and cold electronic space of the Internet, you brought something good into my life. And for that, I thank you.
C of Nyx-Im glad you enjoyed this post-it was so fun for me. I get so sick over things of this nature…i turned my outrage over the atrocities that animals suffer worldwide into a Ted Nugent murder fantasy ….it helped ,too, on that particular day. I wonder how you came to read this…do you just read back ? If youve just made an account,then I encourage you to post something today…