I’ve thought it about for a long time and I’ve decided that I do want to end it. The problem is finding a method that is feasible for me and also reliable. I don’t have access to massive amounts of sleeping pills (and that doesn’t seem to work either). A helium bag seems like the next option but I don’t know where to purchase the materials. Hanging is impossible in the dorm I’m in. The only sure way is by shooting myself but I can’t find a place to purchase a gun. I read a post by another college student on here who said he purchased a gun and would kill himself in two weeks from that time, so I’m sure there must be others on here who know how. How can I purchase a gun in maryland without having to go through all the procedures? Is it even possible? I just want to purchase it and end myself quickly and it always seems like there’s something else getting in the way.