Yesterday Today And Future

Yesterday I wanted to commit suicide so I cut sure it wasn’t on or near the vein but I cut. Today I wanted to commit suicide so I cut right below the veins and I felt yeah I’m better now. But then the future came and my other side said “well today is pleasant isn’t it” and I thought yeah it is. “Well think about this if it is pleasant why are you still here shouldn’t you be dead anyways no one would care” so I thought ya he’s right. So I did I cut right on the veins deep deep into them I watched as I bleed then I think wait no not yet. Yet I thought yeah no one cares but the people I know will is my family members. Even though they don’t show it they say it. I don’t want my two young sister’s to go through what I went through. So I covered it held it down and waited for the blood to stop. I just thought that maybe it was not my time yet. I’ll stay for my friends and family because it’s not time just yet.