It’s funny how things work out. I’ve been through so much pain and so many trials. I never thought I would make it this far. God gives you darkness to build you up, then He gives you light to show you that you made it. My boyfriend has brought me back to Him and showed me there is something much bigger than my problems. I stay reading the Bible and I stay in prayer while he does the same. Thing is in a relationship, “if he’s not helping you to become a better person, succeed, and be happy, you need to let him go.” I had to learn that for myself many times. I know I have a great deal of potential just like everyone else who has been through struggling and depression, suicidal thoughts or actions and self harming. Trust me I’ve been there and I’m seriously only 15 about to be 16, I was walking blindly through the dark ever since I was 5 years old. But if you get your mind on God, He will bring you out. Again if you need someone to talk to, not just about God or religion cause I know some people don’t like that I didn’t either, I’m always here on my email firstname.lastname@example.org. People go through things because they need to build up. Don’t beat yourself, hold on and see what’s coming. There is a prize at the end of this life for so many people on her. There are going to be mandatory downs and choice ups, “choice ups” which means you decide if you want to bounce back from that problem and become a happier person or stay down and continue to suffer. That is all decided by one person, YOU.