I’ve started counceling the other week, and the second session she asked me why i cannot keep eye contact with anyone.. I didn’t explain to her why .. once somebody told me it kills them to look into my eyes because all they see is pain.. She also began to tell me i have created a well put together mask and she cannot figure it out. I don’t believe i need to go to counceling, I have nothing to talk to her about. Am i suppose to sit there and tell her how constantly i plan out my suicide, how perfectly it is put together but i havent done it because i don’t want to hurt anyone.. I can’t even say this shit out loud to anyone.. I’m just tired of being alive, i can’t do it anymore. I want to die, im so unhappy with everything and everyone. My body is disgusting.. My 2 best friends are leaving for the navy soon.. I want to drop out of high school because i know i can not succeed and i will never. I am a failure to humanity. I no longer belong. I’m unloveable and mentally fucked..
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Don’t say that. Don’t you date ever say that you are a failure to humanity.
I was going to say something inspiring but it slipped my mind, so this will have to do:
If you think about it, every human being is a failure. I mean, we’re constantly killing each other, killing the world, not giving a fuck, then complaining about it. We pretend for the sake of others and lie and cheat those same people we try to impress.
Just the fact that you reflect on your own life and actually think before you do stuff automatically makes you better than the majority of people (myself included).
You are not a failure. You’re a beautiful and amazing and complex person.
And if you ever want to talk to someone, you can email me (check my profile for my email).
Don’t you dare***
Don’t say that. Don’t you date ever say that you are a failure to humanity.
I was going to say something inspiring but it slipped my mind, so this will have to do:
If you think about it, every human being is a failure. I mean, we’re constantly killing each other, killing the world, not giving a fuck, then complaining about it. We pretend for the sake of others and lie and cheat those same people we try to impress.
Just the fact that you reflect on your own life and actually think before you do stuff automatically makes you better than the majority of people (myself included).
You are not a failure. You’re a beautiful and amazing and complex person.
And if you ever want to talk to someone, you can email me (check my profile for my email).