I am 21 years old. I work at walmart because I failed out of three colleges and can’t go back. I live at home with my mom, stepfather, brother and friend. I’m single and have no on I can really talk to. I’m still in love with my ex even though she is over me and back with the girl she kept leaving me for and breaking up with for me. She can’t make up her mind I guess. My mom is my best friend and her and my brother are the only reason I haven’t tried to kill myself. I don’t know why I’m depressed. I know people have it a lot worse than I do. I just can’t help it, I try so hard to be happy but it doesn’t work..