Hiya for who ever has reads this. My problem has been going on for nearly 9 years now, out of a 7 day , say 3 to 2 days am happy full of life,loud making jokes,love my girlfriend full of trust , then for next 4 days am down in dumps don’t want to get out of bed,moody,paranoid,want to kill my self this has been going on for years and iv never been for help (and don’t plan to) but a came across this site and was wondering if any one has symptoms and can help ?
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Hey, I have a similar problem. Well, not really. I am constantly depressed. But anyways, do you ever tell your girlfriend? It will really help, trust me. I have symptoms that cause this. But what I always do when i’m depressed is talk to someone I trust about it. Bottling up these feelings will eventually put you through hell. If you need any “specific” suggestions about how to deal with this, like for different situations, talk to me. I know I wasn’t much help but that is only because I don’t have details.
-Ashley
No a don’t talk to her about it, she’s to much like me she will not understand she will say am using it as a excuse for my behaviour 🙂 so a just leave it ano I will end her pushing away threw it i have already done this in past it’s like a never ending circle
Yes-it sounds like you’re a tempermental asshole:) No need to worry atall…SORRY-Just joking.Cdnt help myself,due to the fact that I MYSELF am a temperamental asshole:) Seriously,though,your mood swings being in such a clear pattern is interesting-Its a fast cycle,but it sounds manic.Manic depression-aka-Bi-Polar consists of very high energy periods of extroverted conversations,jokes,affection,happy feelings,even if it unstable and a bit jumbled up and confused happiness at times FOLLOWED by days of misery,sadness,zero energy.Bad thoughts occur in this part of the cycle because everything feels so bleak and hopeless.There are v arying degrees of mania,and yours sound midlevel to me. They have medication now for it that can help you to be steady emotionally,instead of the sharp ups and downs…
Everyone in my past said am bipolar hahaha iv read up on and I think that 1 is the winner tbh haha a just feel bit embarrassed going for help a like to think of me sell of a mans man ha what will happen if a just leave it
It could get dangerously extreme if untreated,but it may not. If you start doing impulsive crazy as fuck stuff,(errr-i flagrantly stole expensive nice things,for instance-without any qualms,just walked right out with it…I did take some precautions,but not much) you might need help. Some do stuff thats life threatening..driving stupidly,jumping off stuff,I used drugs in public without concern for who may be seeing me..recklessness. If you feel hopeless on the down times-progressively worse-id see a doctor,and be completely honest w them about everything.They can help-well, they do help a lot of people,but not everyone…
I get really high sometomes all my friends since we where young have called me madmull it’s my nickname some days at work I just non stop talk for the full 9 hours the obv the next a feel shit about how crazy a went on iv always had suicide thoughts but I always have the voice saying aww shut up you will be bk on cloud 9 tomorrow but why a feel am on this site the girl am with now I love her more then iv loved anyone (cheesy) haha and my behaviour when am down she can’t handle it any longer we break up but she says she loves me to much to end things proper she just wants me to stop taking my moods out on her (I blame work for my moods) to her and always promise to change iv been good all this week and today it’s bk ha
Well you need to. You may love her but if she leaves you for something like this she clearly doesn’t care about you. Tell her and she can help, or if she doesn’t, look for somebody that does. Eventually it will get worse, trust me.
-Ashley
Yeah a don’t blame her Ashley if she did she loves me ano that but when am on one of my downers no one could cope
Look, dealing with being bipolar is easier than you think. I got over it (but sadly got worse eventually). I chose therapy as well as caring friends. You don’t cut, correct?
No a have never self harmed ever in my life is it easy to deal with then ?
People who have it in the most severe cases,when on the high,are highly impulsive and dangerously so..the lows feel unbearable .
Yeah, it is. You just need to tell someone how you care, like maybe a counselor. Also, you should tell your doctor. It will be handled with ease.
Hope you can find a solution and keep your girl.
Thanks pal she’s coming up tomorrow and coming on here and sharing my thoughts has helped so much that a feel nice day at beach and some pints tomorrow
I envy your username
My user name?
Could be bipolar II.
Please I Need a Friend or Someone To Talk To Cause I made 1 Desicion Lastnight and it Turned out To Be a Big Mistake and Now I Feel Really Bad About it So Someone Please Respond To My Plea For Help or Look Me Up on Facebook and Help Me out There I am Feeling That Bad About it That I Feel Like Commiting Suicide So Please Respond Before I End My Life
but how do I get in touch with you?
you need someone to talk to?
You can email me if you like ?
Hiya I feel similar right now, but am here if you need, if you want to get in touch reply here and can arrange something. Hope you’re safe