Isolation can be dangerouse…

Isolation can be a dangerouse thing.It can change you.it can warp you.it will mold you into something….not human.I know this because I live it.in all the years that I’ve lived in isolation, I noticed one thing.it takes you down a path….it starts to change you little by little.and everytime you hit a vital point down this dark path…you become that much less of a human.For me at least, I know this much.you start to hate uncontrollably, you turn into something else.Im a perfect example, im not human anymore…I may look,act,and sound like one but the truth is im turning into something of the dark.I love the idea of breaking someones spirit just to make them realize how incompetent they are.lets get more extreme…I often dream of killing my friends.sometimes I feel so.bitter and resentful inside its intoxicating…literally.I feel something come out of my.mind chest and soul.its a sort of darkness.it envelops me.I looked at myself in the mirror and what I found was a demon.i looked into my eyes and saw that I lost something.something that made me human.im slowly losing more and more.I continue to think dark thoughts, and its starting to show through my actions.I observe the way people are I get into their heads and have my fun.this has happened numerouse times and I cant seem to stop.I cant stop this process and its turning me into something I cant recognize.this is what isolation and lonliness can do to you. Its very dangerouse…i live the worst kind of isolation too.i live in a completely different world than you.we may be standing next to eachother, we may be sitting next to eachother, but the border that divides our worlds is always there.I may be right next to you, but we’re worlds apart…and if your living in your own world with no one else around just the silence,on top of everything else…you start to get bored…..