All your empty smiles
All your broken dreams
All your willful desires
Are floating down the stream
You say I can make it
You say that I’m strong
But all these scars only prove
That you are very wrong
Because I know what is true
I’m bound to die a lonely girl
Always feeling blue
I just keep on walking
One step then another
Hoping I am going
In the right direction
But all the signs say opposite
Where am I
I wonder
I’m stuck in the awful place
That is called my home
Where all my demons try to suck my soul
So please don’t try to tell me
That I’ll be alright
Because I know what is true
I’m bound to die a lonely girl
Always feeling blue
There goes my mama
Screaming my name
Shouting at me curses
As I try to cut the vein
There goes my daddy
Waving off goodbye
Glad to go away from me
The girl who wants to die
I know that God loves me
But I don’t love myself
So here comes the train
As I walk down to the tracks
I lay down my head and dream of going back
But please don’t try to stop me
Because I know what is true
I’m bound to die a lonely girl
Always feeling blue