General one. by Kelly_Kaulitz 8/15/2014 written by Kelly_Kaulitz 8/15/2014 It’s so hard to talk when you want to kill yourself. That’s above and beyond everything else, and it’s not a mental complaint-it’s a physical thing. Like it’s physically hard to open your mouth and make the words come out. So you just keep quiet. everythingkillmentalquiettalkwantyourself 2 comments 0 Email Related posts Loooney Bin 10/22/2021 Birthday depression 10/21/2021 Why Are People Such A**holes These Days? 10/21/2021 I hate… 10/21/2021 They meant a lot. 10/21/2021 Recovery 10/20/2021 I Just Want to Go 10/20/2021 No choices left 10/20/2021 The brink of addiction 10/20/2021 I think I’m being abused 10/19/2021 2 comments pinkcoconut 8/15/2014 - 10:46 am Yes that’s true. But you’re writing about it. So that’s good. It does get easier. Once you start, each time it’s easier with the next person. Recently I got better at talking about it because I was afraid I was really going to do it without having control at all. I talked to the doctor, a referral team, the Samaritans (twice), my council suicide hotline (whatever it’s called), and a doctor who assessed what kind of therapy I should get on the phone. It got easier every time, and I’ve been talking to friends now too. They probably think I’m crazy but most of them have really helped. Who do you think should know what you have to say? Log in to Reply Kelly_Kaulitz 8/15/2014 - 7:36 pm @pinkcoconut I don’t know..I really don’t want anyone to know about it. I am glad I can at least express myself in here Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.