No one knows, or cares to understand…. But this is me…. A girl lost in her own thoughts. The only person that ever loved me died a couple of years ago, he was like a father to me. Now, no to sound cliche but I have nobody. No friends, no family…. None who care enough to ask, ” hey girl, are you ok”
A simple hug or a few words of encouragement will go along way but that never happens…. I often think of killing my self. I wonder what what life would be without me. Some days i find it so hard to get out of bed in the mornings. I think life is so unfair that I see young people dying daily and here I am ( a person who could care less if I lived) having another chance at life… I think somebody else deserves a chance to live than the lonely, depressed girl who has nothing going for her. This depression has such a strong hold on me… I just wish I could shake it off but I fear it might just get the best of me…..
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I’m sorry for your loss.
Thank you….
I’m not there so to speak but… Hey how are you? Hugs. I’m here to listen. 🙂
Thank you…. I am ok for tha most part…. I have my days… and today is just one of those days where you wish someone would care, ya know…. What is life if you have no one to care that you even exist? #justcurious
Yes I know what you mean.
Do you go to school or work? Places where u can meet people perhaps?
I do… I go to school and work part time. I have met tons of people but none of which I consider close. I think my overall quiet personality keeps me from making the connections with people that I so desperately hope for. Now that I think about it, I guess you can say I make it harder on myself… For some meeting people comes so easily…. and for me not as much…
Wish I had advice. You can talk here though. We could email if u prefer. Give us both someone to say ‘hey how are u’ to.
Like you I find it hard to make friends through being quiet and I thought I’d never make friends but things can suddenly change and if you are meeting people each day then a connection with one of them will be formed at some point, a shared interest or hobby for example. One friend or many friends but make sure they are a good friend.
I’m so sorry for the love one you have lost. I know the feeling, I can empathzie. I wish there’s something I can say to make you feel better. I’m truly sorry.
We could email, I would like that… Thank you to everyone…. It helps to have an open place to talk in and not fear of being totally judged….