I only know what day of the week it is because it says it on my iPad. I’ve sat in the same chair all day long for the last couple weeks, only moving to use the bathroom, shower, or sleep. My only forays out into the world consist of the five minutes to the corner store for smokes. No one calls. No one wonders what I’m up to. No one cares if I’m still alive. I come on SP to find people who identify with me, but in truth, I find I don’t identify. I feel like I just post random comments that no one really cares about. Just some dude putting his two cents in. Even here I don’t have conversations with people. I can’t remember when I last had a meaningful conversation. I can’t remember the last time I even had anyone to talk to. I don’t belong anywhere. Useless and meaningless. Except to my chair. I fulfill it’s purpose by sitting in it all day. My chair loves me.