I was born in California. I am 23 years of age. I’ve never had a real relationship with any guy. When I was young I was rapes by my own family member. I’ve never been allowed to go out at nights. They raised me indoors, except going to school. I do not work, I don’t have a car or a boyfriend. I see people being successful while I’m still stuck at my parents house doing nothing except playing video games. I’m not pretty, I’m fat. I have ugly toes and a belly that looks like it has been squish. I’ve been thinking of taking my life away. I’ve asked god to let me sleep forever, but he either wants me to have a torturous life or something amazing will happen will I’m being torture by people. So this is who I am. Nice to meet you.
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Hi. I’m a maniacal, annoying, irritating teenager who no one wants around. Wanna be friends?
Let’s be friends! 🙂
Hello, Sorry didnt mean to steal your title ha. Yeh, I used to pray that. I’ve just stopped praying. I saw my best friends from college are actually getting married to each other. Yey how amazing everyone elses life has turned out to be. While we get to be the failures. Nice to meet you. We could probly be besties.
That’s okay we all have to start somewhere. I know what you mean, I’ve have lots of friends who have kids already and living a love life. Nice to meet you too. I think we might be. 🙂
I dont have a job either and play video games a fair bit. I stay at home alot. I have no motivation. I am a failure
i am sorry you were raped
That’s okay. I try to not think about it as much. Maybe that’s what need, someone to motivate me.
Hi usedgirl I hope from now on you shall have a happy n peaceful life at times it can be rough n all bit that life no one said it would be easy everyone here also have their own problems I do too n don’t say you ugly because I love my friends for their personality n how they act I’m 21 I live with my parent n play video game too but that’s to help me relax n not think about all my pain that I have which at times I just want to die to end my suffering I’m sorry that you were raped by a family member that’s horrible dear I’m also bisexual if that doesn’t make it worse for me so many people judge
Maybe that’s why I haven’t taken my life, I’ve met so many friends playing online that I wish they were my family. I don’t judge on sexuality. So be proud to be bisexual and if anyone has a problem with that, well just give them the middle finger lol. 🙂
i’m little bit like you we’ve the same feeling i don’t have friends too and i’m always playing video games and i don’t have boy friend
I’m 17 years old and I’ve never had a boyfriend, save for the one that I’m currently dating over the internet. I don’t even know if he actually loves me or not haha….. If we can’t meet in real life, then I know I won’t be able to get a boyfriend again, especially not in real life, thanks to my extreme social anxiety. I haven’t had many friends in real life either. By the way, I like to play video games, too. It’s one of the reasons why my parents make fun of me. I dropped out of high school, yet I’m still somehow going to attend a community college next semester. I can’t drive yet. I don’t have a job yet. Not to mention I’m completely unmotivated and don’t see a point in my existence nor dragging it out. Maybe we can relate
Read my new story it will get you to think twice about dating online. You are young and can get on track faster than I can. You still have a chance to go back to high school and graduate. Don’t give up like I did with friends.
i cant get a real life boyfriend, i tried.. So then i went online and met pedos and guys who just wanted sex,in fact my first online boyfriend was a pedo and a creep but i accepted it because i was bullied and had no friends. My second one could be really mean… I cant stand being lonely, i have my parents but im still lonely
Read my new story. After all those things that happen to me, I’m still alone in my room.