how can anyone escape from thoughts of suicide? I had suicide attempts and thought since i was eight years old both side of my family had someone who killed themselves. I feel like I am trapped and the only way to be free is to let go.

Its hard not thinking about suicide.I really try not to but just comes to me and when I hear others that killed themselves I consider them lucky Why can’t I be as them??? Feel as I’ve lived long enough..My daughter is the one who is holding me back I can’t leave her and break her heart…