I’m sick of being alive and today, I tried to intoxicate myself with water. Fuck, I thought today was my final day. I drank 2 gallons of water in less than an hour, although, I puked once. I felt this strong headache, started feeling dizzy and I had trouble breathing and I laid down on my bed for a bit and passed out. I woke up with pure disappointment on my face, I woke up to find my heart still beating. I don’t have many options for suicide, just this and falling off the Golden Gate , but I hesitate on the bridge. I just can’t take living on this Earth, there’s no hope for me. Everyday, I feel I’m forcing myself to live rather have the desire too.
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Please don’t do it.
I read your last post and I understand your feelings about the girl. It’s tough meeting someone that you deeply connect with… and the break-up and becoming single again can be really difficult. Like you, sometimes I think that I’ll always be single. Life has a way of surprising us sometimes. If you give yourself enough opportunity, you’ll meet someone… Work, school, houses of worship, etc. etc. etc. are places you can meet others. Give it a try.
Don’t get me wrong, I’ve tried meeting other people. I’ve talked to girls, that seemed interesting to me, but I don’t feel any connection towards them, i just see them as friends
I never knew that you could die from drinking too much water. I guess that 2 gallons is about a little over 7 litres? That’s a lot of water. I’m trying this, gonna but the big 2 litre bottles. 5 should do